Imperfect

SWEET VALENTINE

Dear diary,

Mornings are fun. Isn't it? It's the time to start again with your happiness, love or pain. All of these feelings are useless when ur alone. My dad can't see me these days. It's like I'm disappearing slowly. Yoongi hyung thinks I am taking drugs. He told me to stop. But there isn't anything to stop. When I tell him he doesn't trust me. Jin hyung also thinks the same. It's all because of one person. That Kim Taehyung, I really hate him. He calls my father his father. My hyung is his hyung. It's like his living my life. I don't even know why he lives with us. But how can he? It makes me want to kill him. I have to go to the violin lesson we are taking together. To *bond*

Bye bye diary
Yours,
Yang

Yang went back to his house. And took his bag and went to his piano lessons. There were big windows by the piano room of the institute. That faced the road. Yang could see through that window standing on the crossroad. He saw Taehyung trying to play the piano and yoongi was smiling brightly at him. He never seen his brother this happy in many years. But there is a problem. It's him Kim fucking Taehyung. I wish I could take of that smile. That fucking disgusting smirk. It's like he's mocking me. I felt a jolt in my body. I shivered for a second then walked away.

Rage, is a small word. It was hatred just hatred. In every part of my body.

I was not this.....
He made me loose it
I can't hold this.
I have to unleash it

I saw a boy. He was wearing glasses. And reading a book. I knew he will push me unknowingly .... I'll let him... I smiled and walked normally towards him. He hit me on my shoulder.

"Sorry..."

He said and tried to walk away. It's not his lucky day(smirks).

"HI!!!!!....." I yelled

He looked at me. I punched him on the face. His cap fell off. It was a girl. I got over her. And held her hands above her head. She didn't scream. It made me more angry. I slapped her. She looked back at me again.

I hate when people look back at me.

I took a huge tile that was near a construction side. While the girl tried to run. I grabbed her hair and pulled her back under me. Before I hit her .....

"Please ....." She said in a faint voice. I felt that jolt in my body again.....

I smashed her face with the tile. She struggled screamed yelled. But no one came to save her . Maybe she was low life just like me. I got off her. Bitch ruined all of my clothes. I went home drenched in blood

My father stopped me in the garden.

"Wash up."

He just talked to me like I was ruining his garden.

We all sat for lunch. Yoongi hyung looked at me then at dad. While Taehyung was eating peacefully.

"Whom did you kill?" Dad asked.

"I killed a school girl." I smiled and said.

"You like to kill a lot."

"Yes."

"Be a killer then."

I was taken aback.

"What?"

"I have Ur older brother for my drug empire. So I don't need you." Dad said and yoongi hyung sighed. Taehyung took his food and went to his room. He was avoiding the drama which he caused.

I gritted my teeth.

"I like Ur aggression min Yang. Use it in Ur field."

"What field?"

"The field of killing."

"Where can I work?"

"For us. Work for us. Your name is cutter"

I ran away. Yoongi hyung called me but I ran as fast as I could. But I was already gone.

I reached the place where I  killed the girl. I saw two girls there. One was shorter than the other. One wore glasses and a cap. One was wearing a white sweater. Then a man came behind me. He gestured me to go with him.

I went with him. I saw a woman smoking a cigarette inside a car. She gestured me to come in. I got in.

"Hi, Yang. I am Mrs Kim. Taehyung's mom."

As she said that I tried to get out. But the door was locked.

"I know you hate him."

She came closer to my face.

"Just as much as I love him."

She came more closer.

"Your eyes tell a story."

I backed up a little.

"Don't be scared. Help me get my son back."

"Why is he not with you?"

She looked down

"Because I love him too much."

I kept quiet.

"And he likes that girl."

She pointed at the two girls. One of them was sitting on a pipe and the one was pulling her to go somewhere.

"And I don't like that. I want that girl."

"Why would I help you?"

"Because you want to hurt him. Very badly."

Yang kept quiet.

"I can sence what you are."

She pulled him towards her.

"You are a forgotten child."

I gasped and looked away.

"Be known to the person you hate the most as the person who took his valuable thing."

She smiled.

"So Min Yang?"

He looked at her.

"Will you help me?"

I nodded.

"It's a holy day anyways. Valentine's Day. Wanna go for a round?"

I tried to get out of the car. This time she unlocked it.

Before I was leaving. I said without looking at her.

"My name is cutter."