Katniss

  I remember when I first saw you in the woods for the first time. You were holding your bow not sure if you could trust me. Slowly started to fall in love with you after years in the woods, sharing our knowledge. I've kept my mouth shut because I just want you in my life. It's been painful though. loving you so much and knowing you want nothing to do with me romanticly. Tons of girls in our school want me but I can't get over you. Your beautiful face, your personality is different but it's part of what makes you amazing to me. I wish I could leave but I know I don't have the strength.

  Now I see you on the TV kissing the bread boy sitting right next to your family and for some reason, I feel betrayed. I'm feeding your family while you're making out with another guy in front of all of Panem. In my anger, I want to walk away but I still care about you catnip. You make me feel so bad about myself but for some reason, I would still give you the world. I want to run away with you and get away from district 12, where we can make our own rules.

   I won't run away just yet, I will wait for you. I will wait because I know if you give me a chance we both would be so happy and perfect together. Besides it wouldn't be fair to your or my own family if I just left, they would probably starve. If only I could have taken your place as a tribute because I would do it in a heartbeat because you would be here and you would be happy.

  My rants about the Capitol in the woods are only fueled by you. You make me feel rebellious and hopeful. You put a fire in my soul, one that won't and never will go out. I know one of these days I will finally have your kiss and all this pain will have been worth it. It wouldn't be my first kiss but I'm guessing it will be the best one I've had.

  When I was being dragged out of the room in the Justice Building, I didn't finish what I was going to tell you. All that I got out when I was being dragged by Peacekeepers was "Katniss, remember I -". What I was going to say is " Katniss, remember I will be waiting for you right here, no matter what. ".