Soulmates

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Moonbyul's POV:

I am sorry but I can't stand here listening to this anymore. I left the room. I am rushing towards my car. I sat inside the car and started driving at very high speed. I drove towards my house but when I reached there, I didn't feel like going in. I wanted some alone time, I pulled my car on the roadway again and drove towards Bucheon. 

My phone keeps ringing. I ignored it. I focused my eyes on the road, although it was getting blurry in between due to my tears. How could she say that?! I couldn't help but cry. Tears were flowing endlessly from my eyes. I mean I know maybe it was too much for her....but...Why would she say those things?! Does no one care about how I feel?! All these years, did they all think that I was a barrier for them? 

My phone rang again, it is Yongsun calling. But I don't want to talk to anyone, in fact I cannot talk right now. I felt sleepy and tired because of crying so much, I cannot drive like this. I looked out the window to look for direction boards, just when a car which I didn't saw almost hit me. It hit my car,  My head hit the window hard and my car slide but I was quick enough to take control and the other car also reacted fast that's why we only bumped and split but continued on the drove. 

Fuck! That was close I thought. I decided to stop at my parent's house because I cannot drive further. I reached my house, I got out of the car, it's dented badly, I'll send it in garage later. 

I rang the doorbell. It took a while for the door to open. then I realized I didn't check the time. It's almost late, 11pm now. My mother opened the door.

"Byul-ah?" My mother looked at me surprise. 

"Hii" I said softly. 

"Come inside, palli" She said and pulled me in. 

"Sorry, I came unannounced" I said while looking down. 

"Mwoya! It's your house, of course you should come unannounced!" My mother scolded me. 

"Oh! Byul-ah....how are you dear?" My father came in the living room and greeted me. 

I sat on the sofa. My father is sitting beside me. I know they want to ask me many questions, but I am glad that they decide to remain silent. I put my head on my father's shoulder and closed my eyes.

"You sit here, I'll bring you tasty dinner" My mother caressed my face and got up, I just smiled weakly. I couldn't deny that I am not hungry, All the crying has got me tired and hungry. 

My father kept his hand around me, patting my back soothly. 

"Appa..." I said and he hummed in response

"hmm?"

"Am I a bad person?" I asked him directly. I want to know. If that is true, I don't want to bother the people I love. 

"Byul-ah, listen to me, I have never seen such a nice and kind person than you. I am glad that you are my daughter. I am proud that I raised you well enough that you didn't abandon us and you take care of us. Everyone has flaws my child, but you definitely are a good person" My father said and and I couldn't help but let the tears flow again. 

"Thank you appa" I whispered. 

"Mrs.Crybaby come here and eat your food palli" My mom shouted from near the dining table and I chuckled. 

I got up and went to the table. We talked and I ate a lot. It made me calm. I thanked them for food.

"I'll sleep here tonight" I said and went towards my room. I purposely left my phone in the living room. I don't want to talk to anyone now. 

I went upstairs, saw my bed and my things just like they are always. i slumped into the sheets. I closed my eyes as I let the warmth soothe my body with the covers. My head was paining a bit from the hit earlier....it'll leave a bruise tomorrow.

Those words keeps shouting in my head. 

'You are obssesive!'

'WE ARE NOT A FAMILY' 

'You treat us like children! You restrain us!'

I shook my head to remove those thoughts. I couldn't sleep, I turned on my left side, I was facing the window now. The bright moon was visible. I pulled the covers closer to me and snuggled in. 

What happened today was the worst. It stings my heart. All these years I thought I knew them fully and they knew me like that too. But, what she said earlier....did she kept all this inside her all along? Or was I not able to get the signals. Did I really went overbroad all these times? 

I heard the door knob click so I shut my eyes and pretended to sleep. As the door opened a cold breeze disturbed my warm void but then...it was replaced by the warmth that would have me melt the moment it surrounded me.

I felt a pair of hands pull me closer to a body. I kept my eyes shut as I inhaled the addictive scent. Tears formed in my eyes. I let them flow.

I felt the latter stroking my hair smoothly, which calmed me. 

"Shhh..." She said as she placed feather soft kisses on my cheeks to wipe my tears.

I felt secured. I quickly turned around and hugged her so tightly, I don't want to let go. 

"Byul-ah....calm down" That sweet voice entered my ears, which sent shivers to my spine. She had me in her embrace. 

It was not a surprise that she found out where I was. I am feeling better now. 

"Byul-ah what happened to your car? why is your forehead red? Did you ot into accident? Ofcourse you did...stupid me!...Are you hurt somewhere?" She bobarded all those questions. I thought she was doing a rap....

I replied her so many questions with a simple nod. And I kept crying in her arms. 

But....

A thought popped in my mind, I separated myself from her and sat up on the bed. I wiped my tears with my hand 

She looked at me puzzled, trying to read my face.

"Yong...." I looked in her eyes. I was fidgeting with my fingers. 

"yes baby?" She kept her hand on my shoulder to encourage me to speak. I took a deep breath and decided to 

"Do you too p--"

"Ofcourse not Byulie" She interrupted me. She knew what I was going to ask. I nodded my head. She opened her arms, and I got in her embrace. She rested on the headboard, she kept her chin on my head as she embraced me and drew some random patterns along my body, to soothe me. 

"I'm sorry" 

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