The Trophy Wife.

Chapter 11 Pain

Claire's POV

After a whole hour in the shower I still couldn't wash off the shame and pain I felt inside my soul. I had done a very stupid act, why did I drink alcohol the first time. My Life Orientation teacher in high school was after all right about female who sleeps with men unaware due to alcohol in take. He was also right when he said it no different than forcing yourself on a woman hence it is also rape.

I might have been begging him to do so but I was under the influence of alcohol. He had no right to take advantage of me.

When I got back to the bedroom he was no longer there. The bed was made and bedding was changed to a clean one. The little doubt I had in me that he might have been lying was quickly demolished. He changed the bedding because it was dirty from the dirt he did to me the previous night.

I quickly changed into sweat pants and baggy t-shirt. I needed to go before he comes back. I needed to be out of that suffocating Palace. It was Saturday and Sam was not working. Designer's don't work on weekends, just us tailors who work on Saturdays but not Sunday's.

I had no will to go to work so I just took a taxi to Sam's place. Sam lives with his mom because he hates cooking, it makes sense but it doesn't make sense. I know right. I am trying to divert my thoughts from yesterday's incidence. I can't cry in a taxi carrying 15 passenger's. 

The taxi dropped me off five houses away from Sam's house and I dragged myself to his gate. I have the key but I didn't bring it with me. I didn't even bring my phone. The only thing I took was taxi fee. I pressed the intercom and Sam came out of the house running to me followed my Anita and Hailee.

"Why is your phone off. We have been worried sick about you." Sam reprimanded me.

"Easy on her. How have you been? He didn't hurt you right?" Hailee asked her face and voice filled with concern.

"He...he..." I broke down in tears. Words couldn't come out. All three embraced me in a group hug I felt a bit better with them around. Sam picked me up bridal style and walked with me into the house.

"What did he do to you Claire?" Anita asked as soon as Sam put me down on his bed.

"He raped me." I cried even louder.

"He what?!" Sam burst out in anger.

"It's my fault, I got drunk and...and..."

"Hold it right there lady. You were drunk so what? That doesn't give him any authority to do as he wants with your body. I must never, ever hear you say such things." Hailee reprimanded my way of thinking.

"Are you sure he raped you? I mean you're a virgin you should feel the pain? Was it oral or...?" Anita questioned. I haven't thought about that. Now that I am, I had no pain.

"I woke up wearing only his t-shirt, I asked him what he did and he said he did what I kept begging him to do. I begged him to fuck me and so he did." I cried at the last sentence.

"Are you feeling any pain?" Anita asked.

"No." I cried now at my stupidity.

" Let me check you." Anita said and I jumped up. No way!

"Are you crazy?" I asked her in shock.

"No I am not. That's the only way we can figure out if he took your innocence or not." Anita stated.

"Let's rather take her to the hospital." Hailee suggested.

"The doctor will do the same thing. I know these things." Anita said.

"Well I will be waiting outside." Sam said and stood up from the bed making his way towards the door.

"Me too." Hailee jumped up of the chair she was sitting on and attempted to follow Sam.