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15

Jimin pov

I'm now super nervous .
I don't know why he suddenly wants to speak to me . Well if he's here to apologise , I'm not forgiving him so soon .
It is true that I've been dreading to see him . But , he has hurt me too much . He needs to know what pain is . So I decided to back fire him .

" Are you gonna talk or not ? " I said in the coldest tone I have . He looked at me right in the eyes . I could see tears brimming his . I feel bad but he needs to know how to treat a person right . I'm not giving in .

" I wanted to apologise for my behaviour . I didn't know how to proceed . I didn't know how to tell everyone that I wasn't normal and that I was in love with you . I  regretted everything I did . Please forgive me I am sorry . " He said on the verge of crying .

" I see........ First of all ...... If you are doing this to get everyone to bully me again then You can leave this instant - "

" No I- "

" Don't cut me off . Let me finish . " I said almost yelling . He shut his mouth .

" Now ....... Second of all ........ who said that being gay is not normal . Actually , something that these homophobic bitches need to understand is that being gay or bisexual is a human nature . It is a part of being a human . It is not anyone's fault that their gay or bisexual . I really did not bother anyone knowing that I'm gay . Even though I got a lot of beating , it was my life . And my life means that I control it . I'll not change my sexuality for anyone .  Understood ? " I said surprisingly bold . He was stunned . I guess he was out of words . Cuz , it's the first time anyone seeing me bold .

" Umm .... Y-yeah I understand . I know that you got a lot of beating . But it's because you snitched . " He said this time a bit angry . I was so angry right know .

" Do you think I snitched on our relationship ? For fuck sake , can you ever listen to my side before believing in others ? Listen . In clear daylight , I went to the class . And out of blue , everyone started to ask me if I had a relationship with you . They called me a slut , a whore and last but not least a fag . They asked me why would the football captain date a fat ass like me .  Like  , the fuck do they want with my life ? " I was now yelling at him while nontsop tears were falling from my eyes .

" Just so you know , I have a foster sibling , which is Jackson . He was like a brother to me . He always supported me . I trusted him the most . I didn't know that he was also a homophobic bastard . Or else I wouldn't have told him about us . I don't know if anyone eavesdropped our conversation or whatsoever . But I do know that the whole school knew about us by him or his side . Whatever , and why am I even explaining everything to you when all you do is believe in others . " I finished my sentence aand turned to walk . And then I turned back .

" And DON'T follow me . " I said to him turning away . I'm in no mood to go to class  anymore . I'm gonna go home . I know that hyung will scold me . And in this case  I don't care anymore.

Timeskip

I am now laying down on my bed and waiting for them . Suddenly I hear the front door opening.  Oh shit ! They're back . I'm sure they're gonna give a lecture . Especially Jin Hyung . If I say that I'm not scared , that would be an understatement .

I went to the living room . Once Jin saw me . He smiled at me ???
" Oh Hi , jimin . "  Jin hyung greeted me

" Huh ? "  I asked in utter confusion .

" I said hi . " He replied .

" I know that but.......... Are you not mad at me ? " I asked with a very inaudible voice but I think he heard it . Right ?

" Why should I be mad at you ? " He asked me. 

" Well ...... For s-skipping class " I said  .

" I should be mad at you . But , I am more proud of you because you learned how to be bold and stand up for yourself . "
He said with a wide grin .

" Y-you saw us . " I said really shocked .

" I did and not only me , your Namjoon hyung and Taetae is also proud of you . "
He said smiling at me .

" Umm ...... Yeah . " I said not so happy because I have something to say .
I think Jin Hyung noticed it and asked me
" Is there anything wrong Jimin ?" He asked me .

" Actually........yes hyung . " I said honestly .

" What is it Jimin ? You can tell us . We're all ears. " Namjoon hyung told me .

"I know hyung . " I said and went to sit on the sofa with them .

Then I started to speak .
" What I told Jungkook was true . I told him everything that I wanted to tell But ........-".
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" I still love him , hyung . "

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