Sunshades

Chapter nine

Life will be beautiful if you only stare at the good parts my sister would always say but how far did that get her, you know the hope. I don't hope a lot I only believe in winning, in success in anything that will make people blind to what a screw up you are. Money is powerful because no matter what you do or no matter the shitty things you will still have their respect cause of your status in the world because no matter how you behave you are indeed higher than them. A lot of people have called me an entitled bitch but not many can say it to my front I know you'll think about but to be honest I don't really consider him human. Money does not buy happiness I suppose that is true but who cares about happiness when you have respect.
I was proud of my respect but that feeling in my heart at this moment was making me forget about that respect I did not feel like I deserved respect when I was around Her.
"Do you think she'll ever wake up?" I asked the doctor but the real question in my mind was that does she really want to wake up and come back into this world, the world that broke her. " We really don't know" the doctor replied but I know he really does not believe his words one bit but it's his job to tell me that. I've always hated the hospital because I hate pity and the hospital was stuffed with it, I hated the smell and everything last time I was here was...well not a great experience to talk about. I stared at her she was so beautiful I always felt like she was prettier than me, i mean she was the golden child but where did that lead to? My parent had to be in control no matter what, we were their little puppets they did everything to make us live like them. A boring rich couple who know they don't love each other but hey "anything for the legacy".
I wipe my tears and stare at her one last time before I leave. I put on my sunshade and entered my car i was going to meet the only person who kept me calm, Ethan.