April 16, 2015
(That is my first cut I've made)
Dear Readers,
I know what it feels like to be rejected. But I'm on better terms with her. Ok. I'm just going to use this as my diary. So. Cutting at age ten. I know what your thinking. Why, why. I'm suicidal and that shit. But my friends and fav YouTubers of all time get me through with living. My mom might bring home numbing spray, and what pulled the last straw to make me start cutting was my dad saying I didn't love him. Why would he say that? You're thinking. Because I lose my temper easily, I yell at him a lot. Sorry dad. With many fears such as Arachnophobia, Acrophobia, Insectophobia, etcetera, I find myself easily afraid. Markiplier (THE REAL ONE), thanks for making me laugh. JackSepticEye, thanks for explaining. I know how I would feel if a friend died. If that was me that died, a lot of people would be sad. Thanks for my friends for support, I love them all. I will live through the bullying. THANKS FOR FOLLOWING!!
Bye my Soulies,
Allyson XOXO
