TW :panic attack,Self harm, my shit Disease and harsh words.
{Self POV}
I woke up.
I take my phone inside the pillow Its 2 am in the morning, I got up and sat on the edge of my bed.
"Ugh-. Shit. Fuck.". I say.
I feeling rly dizzy, ofc my low blood pressure just go deep down..
I take my bottle Beside me and drink it. It feel much better, But still dizzy.
I get up, I walked to my wardrobe and grabbed my hoodie.
After that I threw my hoodie on my bed, I went to my gaming pc and turned it on.
I went to the small cupboard to put the small stuff?.. I took my razor and sat on the edge of my bed again.
"Yep here goes nothin." I say in my lowwest voice.
I see my Wrist and look The scars that I have made, I smile quickly I throw the razor on the floor.
"FUCK!. SUCK MY DICK"..
I Scream.. Luckily my room was soundproof.
I start Sobbing, I just panicked for a moment I was dizzy and panicked at the same time.
"Fuck,fuck,fuck.. no.. NO NO."
Quickly I take my Razor blade dan Slice my hand...
"no...no no no no.. fuck.."
I did it again..
I see my wrist its bleeding.
Its dripping
.
I quikly take a bandage and put it on my bloody wrist.
"Fuckin hell.."
TBC
I got panic when making this. So i stop. Sorry.
252 words. Shit.
