𝑨𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔

Ｌｏｖｉｎｇ Ｙｏｕ ❤️

I am walking on the road alone and
helpless. It is the darkest night of my
dark life,so dark that even the shadow
and the form cannot be distinguished.
There is no one to provide me even
with a speck of light. There is no one to accompany me on the road of my grief.
In a way I have no one even to mourn
at my death.
Do you think that I don't remember
saying these things before the night
I met you? I remember it well.
I remember the atmosphere having the same eeriness the night when I first saw you.
Same darkness prevailed
over me but I think there was
something different that day.
Amidst all the loneliness I still had a small part of amiable hope within me. Hope to get rid of the pool of darkness.
Hope to find a drop of happiness. Hope to dive along with the tides of humanity.
Hope to look at the smoky clouds and
sing the song of charms.
Hope to play the life's fair battles.
Hope to swallow the bitterness and embrace the world's sweetness.
Hope to let my emotions flow and roll. But an enormous hope was to have you as the reason for my hopes to get fulfilled.

It seems that god had woke up from
the slumber of ages and the first thing
he decided to do was grant my prayers.
The merciful form summoned his
glorious angels to gift me her best gift. I was granted with your presence.
I kept on loving you and thanking god at the same time.
You made me to love you more than I can think of.
Our story was sung by birds.
Our tale was recited by folks.

But after that,

am I impatient?

Am I not dedicating my life to you?

do I not understand what's in your heart?

How can I understand whatever is in your heart?
I'm only human.
I need to talk about our feelings for you in all the problems and forms of emotions that are in me.
Know this. I really love you from the bottom of my heart.
so deep, any bright light will not illuminate the darkness in my love for you, nothing can even break the walls of my feelings for you, whatever will guess, and whatever disaster we will go through, I really love you. forgive all my actions. I have feelings, I feel this torment,

but I won't give up cause you are the most precious person in my life and you are the reason i still standing right now