A friend actually has helped me a lot lately. If I want to become the "
old me ". That fun one, the one who cares but still puts her needs first. The one where I felt like I could do anything in the world. The one where I would never snap on someone or curse them out just because they were looking at me. The one who never cried herself to sleep because it wasnt a daily habit like it is now. The one who heard what others said but never gave a fuck because I knew that you were going to be the one flipping my burgers. But in order for me to go back to that " old me " i have to lose some " friends " and that's what I am doing. Yes it sucks but it is life. Because some of the people that have to leave from my life are the same people that turned me into the girl who crys at 3 am because it's an habit or they turned me into the person who would call you all types of bitches and niggas because I think that's a true language. I'm not saying i'm going to wake up and have my entire life together because it damn sure will never be like that. But I am saying, in order for me to become the old me... matter fact a BETTER ME... I have to start worrying about things that makes me happy and aim for all the things that will make me better.
