Lust And Affection {In Love With My Cousin}

Chapter 6

He didn't answer at first but instead his face seem different, like I had asked something wrong. I tilt my head to the side trying to read his expression but couldn't, Why is he quiet? I thought of voicing out my thought, "Did I–"

"Well.. nights. I hate night." He cut me off.

"Nights?" Does that mean he's scared of the dark?

"Could you ask some better question next time?" He says, leaning back to the small tiny couch. His expression says he doesn't want to further this topic so I decide not to push it.

"My turn." He was normal again. Why did he act that way before? "Do you have a boyfriend?" He asked.

"No. You?" I stated, my heart pounder in between.

"Well I broke up with my girlfriend last week," he paused, with his lips tug up he said, "but now she wants me back" He boost. I shouldn't be concerned if he have a girlfriend or a ex girlfriend but I felt this ugly spang in my stomach.

Thinking, I say, "My turn. What's the best thing you've ever given to a girl?"

He seem to think for a second, "I don't know. My kiss?" He shrug, a smile crept on his lips, drawing my attention to them. They seem soft and attractive, "They appreciate my kiss more than anything else," he cross his long legs across each other.

With a huff, I shake my head. Boost full.

Why won't they anyway. My eyes roll by themselves as I picture him kissing a blonde and she grabs his chest pulling him close. Ewk.

"My turn." He looks at me with narrowed eyes before the question roll of his tongue.

"Yeah go on," I moist my own lips as I said, trying to distract myself from imagining his lips on mine. That would never happen. No matter what.

"Have you been kissed before?" Finally, the five unexpected words leaves his mouth and I feel my cheeks hit up at once. One, with the way he's staring at me. Two, the way the words had roll out his mouth. It's making me mentally insane.

"Yea.. Few times." I replied, a little nervously. Norms, I would never get shy with such question from anyone, but it coming from Max, only made me imagine.

I cleared my throat to clear what so ever lump was growing there before asking my next question. "When was the first time you kissed a girl?" The question escape my lips, before I could stop them.

I can't believe I just asked that though. I wouldn't ask such question on a norms. But I guess this was the effect of playing a game like this with an opposite sex; It always happen that they would end up intimate, go wild or something like that. But that wouldn't happen between me and Max. We're cousins. And cousins don't have to be all romantic or sexual with each other.

"Honestly, I guess when I was twelve." He replied to the question.

"Oh." He really must have kissed so many girls. Even half of America population. Sincerely, If he wasn't my cousin I'm pretty sure I would have— Don't even think of it. He's like a brother to me. "Okay, your turn." I said, too quickly.

"Have you had sex before?" He surprisingly asked, enough for me to gag.

That was one of a hilarious question. He can't be serious. Sex?

Lips curled up he say, "Don't be too flattered it's just a question."

"Max, what really do you think of me?" I asked, in disbelief, as I try to hide my flushing face away from his; yeah, I was this innocent. He just asked me about sex. Sex!

"Come on, just tell me the truth" His voice was calm as ever and unaffected.

"You're one of a silicon, Max. No!" I rub my temple trying to ease the heat. I was really embarrassed saying this to him.