Chapter 22: Tears

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Chapter 22: Tears

Lola's POV

Why the fuck would Harry hit me? It really hurt. Maybe I deserve it. I did cheat on him. I don't deserve living, if all I did was hurt everyone around me.

I was running as fast as I could. Crying the whole time, nonstop. I never heard Harry call after me or run after me. He didn't care about me. Who would?

I ran into my front door and collapsed right away. Niall and Ashely came running to me right away. Louis and Eleanor were at the kitchen cleaning Louis off.

"What happened?" Ash asked me as I continued to cry. I held my face where Harry previously hit me. Ashley and Niall pulled me into a hug.

"H-Harry." I tried

"What about him?" Niall asked pulling away from the hug. Ashley soon afterwards pulled back.

"H-he he..........we are done!" I screamed breaking out into even more tears.

"What!?!?!? Why?" Ashley asked pullin her hands over her mouth.

"I-It's hard to s-say now." I cried covering my hands over my face.

"It's okay Vic you don't have to talk about it now." Eleanor said coming over with Louis who looked like a mess.

"Louis I'm so sorry."

"No I'm sorry." He said as everyone gave us weird expressions.

"Eleanor, this was a complete accident. You'll hate me but I need to tell you." I start.

"No I'll tell her. Vic and I sorta kissed. It was an accident. I was comforting her with what Harry did and it just happened. It was comforting not meaningful." Louis said. He was right, I didn't like Louis like that. He's just a great friend.

"I understand guys. I'm not hurt. Is that why Harrys upset?" Eleanor asked. I heard her truthful voice which means she really understood.

"Part of it. They got in a fight. Harry accidentally made a date with Taylor. As in Taylor Swift and thats where I came in. I asked them and Vic got sad so she left-"

"And then Louis came after me and helped. That's when uh we kissed." I interrupted him as I slightly cried. "Then Harry came in and I told him. He flipped out and went downstairs and I guess punched Lou. I ran after him and he slapped me hard. That's when I said we needed a break." when I was done the river of tears came back.

"Victoria I'm so so sorry." Eleanor said and she and Ash pulled me back into a hug.

"I need to be alone." I said attempting to stand up but fell. Niall helped me up and I gave him a fake smile. I walked upstairs and slammed the door shut. I stripped and got into the shower locking the door behind me. I was so mad so I grabbed my shaver I pressed it so hard against my legs, making it look like an accident. Blood flooded down my legs. That's what I get for being the worse girlfriend ever. To my boyfriend, Harry Styles. He doesn't deserve me. No one does.

I got out of the shower and dried off. I wrapped the towel around my naked body. I got out and was startled. Harry was laying on my bed. I ignored him and went over to my dresser.

"Vic-"

"Get OUT!" I screamed and brought all my cloths to my bathroom and change. I wore my dark purple leggings and my grey off the shoulder Mickey Mouse sweater. My dark purple tank top showing on my right shoulder. I fishtail braid my hair and stepped out of the bathroom again. Harry was still there.

"Harry! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU!" I screamed at him pointing to the door.

"Vic I'm sorry. Please! I was just confused and angry."

"Harry you physically and emotionally hurt me. I told you it meant nothing and you flipped out and PUNCHED LOUIS!"

"And I told you nothing was going on between Taylor and me and you didn't believe me!"

"Obviously this relationship has trust issues."

"We can work them out." Harry said holding my hands looking into my eyes. I wanted to forgive him but I just couldn't.

"Harry." I said crying. He picked up a hand and I winced. I thought he was going to hit me.

Harry's POV

I put my hand up to dry her tears but she winced. I really scared her. How could I live with myself knowing that my girlfriend is afraid of me? I whipped my hand against her face, getting rid of the tears.

"Victoria I'm very truly sorry. I can't live with myself knowing your scared of me."

"Harry I just need some sleep."

"May I accompany you?" I asked practically begging.

She bit her lower lip thinking. I just realized all that happened. Her dad was shot in the arm and I slapped her. She really needed someone. I felt so guilty.

"Vic." I said raising her head so she can look at me. "I-I know your mad and I feel horrible. I shouldn't have done that. You make me want you. I need you now. Without you I'd probably end up in jail." She giggled at my last part and sat on my lap.

"Harry. You may stay." She whispered and kissed my cheek. I smiled and took off my pants and shirt and wrapped her blanket around me.

She soon came to join me and I wrapped my arms around her. Pulling her back to my front so there's no space. You don't know how badly I want to strip her but I didnt.

"I'm truly sorry." I whispered into her ear leaving a smile on her face. I never told her my complete feelings. She knows I like her but she doesn't know I actually LOVE her as in I'd spend the rest of my life with her. Having children to raise with her. Even though that way in the future, that's how I felt. My best friend is my lover. The only one for me.

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(A/N)

It ended sweet. I believe that Varry is back? You'll find out next chapter!

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