Sollux

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Sollux's point of view;

Everyone is dead. Everyone has died. I'm next. I know I am. You see, Vriska will take her anger out on me, then she'll kill me, probably Tavros next, along with Rose and Nepeta.

My mind was taken over my Gamzee, and I killed John, Vriska's flushcrush. I, I didn't mean to. I didn't want to. I was forced too. I remember seeing a game where I killed Aradia, I had a small fling with her, but not much. I wouldn't want to kill her or anything, though.

I lost my eyesight in the right eye, my right is a bit blurry, but it works. It acts up a bit, not to much. When it does, I just have to close my eyes, and rest them for a bit. Then they-it* works just as good as before.

I killed a lot of friends, I killed Karkat, and.... I, I don't want to talk about it. I'm sorry.

I should have died before any of this. All I do is kill.

Rose is a drunken idiot, again. She had gone a couple of months clean, but she began again after Kanaya. Nepeta is being odd, and Vriska will probably kill me. I don't know how Tavros is, he seems a bit fine. I see him running the best he can up and down the stairs, but the peg leg only slows him down. I think he's trying to get stronger.

What should I do? I don't want to die... Vriska hates me, and she'll kill me.. Should I go to her already? Should I just get my death over with?

I think I will tomorrow.

My eye is starting to hurt, I have to go now. I can't take this pain any more. See Ya.

~2ollux captor

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