My Girlfriend | Jihyo X Fem!Reader

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Jihyo's Pov

My Y/n.... she left me.

I'M SO STUPID! WHY DIDN'T I TELL HER THE TRUTH! STUPID! STUPID! STUPID!

"It's my fault. I'm so stupid! I'm so stupid! I lost Y/n....I hurt her. I'm so stupid!" I keep smacking my head with my hands.

The door open.

"Jihyo! Hey, stop that! You're hurting yourself!" Jeongyeon unnie went in and grab my hand to stop me, but i didn't care and continue what I was doing until she struggled at me and called others.

"Jihyo, calm down. Everything is gonna be okay." Sana unnie softly said to me.

"No, it'll never be okay! She left me! She don't love me anymore. Y/n hate me because I hurt her." I cried harder as I started punching the wall instead. They panick and hold me to stop until I breakdown defeated.

I don't feel any pain anymore. Only love can hurt like this...

"That's not true, Jihyo! Y/n doesn't hate you, okay? Keep that in your mind, you know Y/n well than us. You know there's no person she hate, she don't like hating people. Y/n just leave because she want peace in mind. She's hurt Jihyo, she need time to heal herself. If you do too? Maybe in the right time. When she's okay already, she'll definitely go back here in korea. All healed and healthy. Just then, that's your cue to make sure you explain everything to her and fix whatever you done wrong in the past." Nayeon unnie said. I listen to every words she said and it made me hit realization.

"But what if she find someone else there already?" I said and I can't help but to overthink.

"That's what you should remove from yourself, Jihyo. Always avoid overthinking. That won't help you." Nayeon unnie said as she patted my head.

"We are always here for you, Jihyo. You are there when we are on our worst and struggles, you are there to help us out always. Now it's our turn to return the help you gave to all of us. We will help you heal yourself. You just need to go out to the prison you built on your own and go out with us to enjoy. We care for you, Jihyo." I cried and hugged them all.

I don't really deserve this people around me. I'm so thankful they are here for me.

Now i realize, i'll work hard to help myself as well with the help of my family, my friends, and Once's with me. I'll be healthy and will focus on my career so Y/n would be proud to me.

I'll wait for her... Even if it takes many years.

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shorty update ;)