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Yes!!!!! We can adopt grant!!!!!! ! I scream happily. Then I go upstairs slowly. Then I sit down. Ow this hurts so so so bad.I cry I scream for help. Then grant comes. Ill call the ambulance!!! I start to pass out. Then I hear someone screaming come on u can do it!!! Come on I need those kids. Come on!! Please ash please. I hear a soft voice. Then I feel the ambulance touching me. Then I feel the pain of the ripping and wake up and see my Blake and grant. And they smile. And say guess what?? Then grant says you are having the babbys. I smile. Then I hear crying. When ?? Grant says just know!! I look down at my little girls. Smiling.thay were 5 pounds and a few ounces. My babbys. I start crying. And I look at Blake and he is trying to say he doesn't cry but when he looked at my un named babbys I just didn't know what to do. So I think of names. Um maryona and kamoriana. My to princesses. I look down and smile. How could something like me give something so beautiful???. Blake takes the babbys while I pass out . and Grant holds Maryona. The next thing I know I am in the emergency room. And Blake asking me if the surgery helped. I look up what do u mean where are my girls???where are my babbys???? I want my babbys!!!!!!!!! Then Blake looks at me. You can't hold them. And he smiles. No!!! I gave birth I don't care what some doctor says. So give me my angels before I scream my head off. I wanna see them know!!!!! Okay fine. He hands me kamorieona. And she is pale. I call the doctor and let him see my angel. She is hungry. So I breast feed. Then I feed maryona. then I kiss them and tell the doctor I wanna go home to my dogs. Andi wanna drive and I wanna go to work in a week. You just had surgery. Because you started loosing so much weight. That u were at 50pounds. and you lost a bunch of blood. Oh well I say. I am going home. I get up and get my stuff and get my babbys dressed and I get them in there car seat I go home. I feed them!. Then change them and take a shower while the boys help the girls take a nap. When I came out my girls were in my bed. And they wanted me to take the girls to bed. For the first time . then I kiss there heads. And I go to bed. Then I get up an hour later. and tried to walk downstairs when Blake comes to me and trys to pick me up. But I hollar. And he helps me walk down the stairs. I make dinner and walk my self out side. And walk the dog. I come home and pay bills. Then I breast fed. And took care of them all day. For what felt like forever was really a month. Then all the sudden my girls said mama. There first word. I cried and screamed Blake came running from his office. Screaming I'm coming are u okay are the girls okay!!!!????!?!?!? He walks in and comes straight to the floor. What's wrong????. The girls said there first word. They said mama.