Hello, I'm Mrs. Park and sometimes Mrs. Jeon too (PJM×Reader) (JJK× OFC)

Dual Cookie 🍪

He backed me up against the wall,and putting his hands beside either side of my face, effectively caging me, leaned towards me dangerously (causing my heart to take double flips), and asked in a low seductive tone, "Seriously Sarang, tell me, what's with you? You never kiss me first. It's always a peck..or me approaching you first."

I could literally feel his strength and masculinity oozing out from him.

I was so flustered, and his such close proximity wasn't helping me much.
So I did what I have seen girls doing in movies. I ducked out from under his arm, atleast tried to.

But he was quicker and before I could escape he held me in a tight back hug. God, I was a sucker for back hugs. They felt so intimate yet so pure and cute at the same time. And the way he was holding on to me, I could feel his heartbeat too. Which I can say was a beat or two above normal.

I relaxed a bit. Now that he couldn't see my face and wasn't on his way to kill me with his seductive gaze and raspy voice, I could think and speak better. Though I might wanna add, I could feel him now better. His toned muscles, his strong arms wrapped around my waist, his warm breaths against my ear and ...." What happened Sarang? Tell me..." his oh so raspy voice.

I finally picked up my voice and cleared my throat quietly and said in a tiny voice which seemed weird to my own ears. Was that me speaking? Why couldn't I be more confident? I was feeling so shy.

"Uhmm... Jungkook..I was just you know thinking...like maybe...I am ready and ....we could do........"

"Do..?"

" That."

" What's that?"

" You know...that....what people do...."
"People do a lot of things Sarang..what are you talking about?"

Was he trying to tease me?  But he sounded so genuine....

Frustrated by my own internal ramblings and flusteredness, I said the it the simplest way I could have, "Love, Jungkook, love me."

"But I already love you. Is something wrong, Sarang?"

I was feeling really frustrated now, not being able to convey what I wanted and secondly him being so clueless.

" Forget it, nothing."

As I tried to get away from him, he quickly spun me around, so that we were face to face again, closer than even before. He held me tightly against him, our foreheads touching, nose tingling each other's, lips brushing against each other. I could feel his warm moist breath on my face. Honestly it felt very secure being like that in his arms. But I was more and more flustered if possible,  and possibly even red, even though my skin tone usually doesn't show my blushed state. I'm very sure my expressions must have given it all away. I'm like an open book to Jungkook. He can read me in a way no one can. Who was I kidding? I'm pretty sure he was acting to be clueless moments ago.

" Ayeeee where are you going, wifey?"

Damn his raspy voice, I shivered in excitement and held down a blushed smile by looking down.
He held my face up with his face...
"You want me to make love to you?"

Is it physically possible to blush harder?
Hitting him playfully, I looked at him with wide eyes and gasped, "How can you say such things just like that?"

He chuckled and continued, "What's wrong in that? I'm your husband, you're my wife, I love you, you love me, and that's why I'm gonna make love to you. If I don't talk about such things with you, then who else?"

That did make sense, but still I was even more flustered.
Let us just make it clear, I was a blushing mess and turned increasingly more flustered.

"Hm?"

I was too embarassed to speak. I mean it was one thing to plan this out in head and second to actually have him hold me in his arms, and speak to me about it like this.

" Y-yeah, you're right...I was talking about that only...hahaha I mean I thought...I mean I think, I think I'm ready. And we could you know....do....only ofcourse if you want to... there's no pressure or anything, obviously haha...."

I should never be allowed to speak. What the hell did I say? And why was I blabbering like buffoon It's even more embarassing now. I am horny AND stupid now infront of him.

He chuckled and mumbled something like "Cute..." maybe.
"Well I love you darling. Why wouldn't I wanna make love to you?"

"I-I-I just though.... may-may-be I should...."

Feeling brave for a second even with the nervous stuttering, I looked up at his face, and I realised with a happy skip of my heart, how he was blushing too with his ears all red and his cheeks having that slight tint and glow. Now that I could see him shy up so close, I felt more at ease.
And as if a switch turned on in me, I realised how hot he was against me, I could feel his skin was burning just like mine was.

Ahh...hormones, blood rush and all..

"I was shy to ask....it's embarassing..."

"What? Making love?" He said in a teasing tone...

I leaned against his shoulder and whined," Ahhhh Jungkook-ah it's embarassing..."
He threw his head back and laughed lightly.
It was so endearing, I couldn't help but smile despite my embarassment.

After bear hugging me for a solid minute, he voiced out, "Shall we go?"
I was so into the hug, I had conveniently tried to overlook the next thing. It was not that I didn't wanna do it..I was really embarassed and shy. And as much as I was looking forward to it, I was also worried what if I did something stupid.
"Uhh"

"Sarang if you're not ready, we could wait. Really."

"No no it isn't like that. I was just...I'm really scared Kook-ah, scared that...I'll mess up and....I trust you okay, there's no second guessing there obviously I mean, but I'm not so sure about myself.."

He nuzzled his nose against my neck (he knows I love it) and said in his soothing voice, "You'll not mess up anything. I am no perfect man either. I love you Sarang. And I just know I could have never found anyone more perfect for me than you. So stop worrying about that, love."

His words were enough. I guess that was what I had needed. His reassurance. And now that I had got that, I was tingling. With anticipation. With hormones. With everything.
I started cause he was not saying anything. He was keeping me in a tight hug, guess he was trying to give me time to fully take a decision I was comfortable with. If I already didn't love Jungkook to the infinity, that did it. He was so considerate about me. Am I reading a fanfiction or is this really my real life? (I could blabber about this later.)

Anyway, so I started
"So.... Jungkook, are..we going...?

"Where to?" He faked a yawn." I am so sleepy, I guess we really should sleep now.."

I pulled back and looked at him with a raised brow. "What?" He said with big doe eyes. Oh how innocent he was trying to be.

Fine if he could play, so could I. Either way, I was still not confident enough to say it again.

" I guess you're right, we should sleep now..."

I was about to pull back completely and withdraw from his body heat, which I clearly didn't want to, when he pulled right back where I was and there it was, the seductive look back on his face. My husband's duality is no joke.

" First, we make love, Wifey."