Who are you now

i wanna get better

I just want to apologize for not updating for a year or two...lol I realized I actually liked writing this and wanted to come back to it! so I hope you enjoy the update. also, I edited the beginning. Blake and Dylan are both 17 instead of 14.

I woke up the next morning with a smile on my face remembering where I was. I got out of my bunk and went and sat on the couch since nobody else was awake yet. I pulled out my phone and started scrolling through all my social media accounts, while I was doing that I felt someone come plop down next to me. "Morning Blake" Vic said with a smile. "hellooo Vic, you know I just realized that I have no type of clothes or toiletries or anything I need to survive" Vic laughed and said " ew yeah you smell, we need to get you some new clothes" just then my phone rang "hey Blake it's gabe, I figured you needed some stuff and so do justin and I so we're going to head to a target if you would like to come along" that would be great, gabe! I'm just sitting with Vic so I'm ready when you are. " alright, we'll be at their bus in a few"
Vic got up and went to the fridge then turned around and threw and apple at me "OW!!!!" what the fuck, Vic!? he started laughing uncontrollably "I'm sorry but you need some food!" I just glared at him and then took a bite of the apple because I was actually really hungry" we heard a knock on the door so Vic went and opened it and in came gabe, justin and, jack. "hey Blake, you ready?" yep! I got up and told Vic I'd see him later before following them out of the bus. it was 7 am and Today warped tour was in Milwaukee. we all walked into the target and started grabbing all of the things we needed. I grabbed shampoo, conditioner, dry shampoo, body soap, shaving things, brush, bobby pins, etc. thank god i had money saved up from my job. I also grabbed a few pairs of shorts and some shirts and a pack of menthols but I made sure the boys didn't see those, it's a gross habit. "I'll let you go through our Merch and pick out whatever you want, I'm sure all of the other bands would be happy to let you look through theirs too" jack said making me feel a lot better about all of this. I was still a bit uneasy about this, there were a lot of things no one knew about me and I really didn't want them to find out. once we were done at target it was around 8:40 so we started heading back to the venue. We got back to the sws bus to say hi to everyone, then I headed back to the ptv bus to put all of my new things in there. and when I walked in my ALL TIME favorite band was relaxing on the bus talking about a new tour...