Old diary

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I had this dream last night, and it was so interesting I decided to share. Also I always write in more detail on Wattpad than on my dream journal lmao-

I think it started with me wanting to draw. I then found some old diary or something with thoughts I had as a little kid about information I received (I was very intelligent as a kid irl) and there were drawings too. The weird thing is: 

1. I never had such a diary irl

2. The handwriting was NOT my handwriting

3. The drawing style wasn't mine either

So I went through the book, getting nostalgia and stuff. I remember a page with thoughts about trying. I remember these things being written down there with green and blue markers I also never had: 

Something about what trying actually is.

"Nice try...?"

And a drawing of a square with a smiling face, drawn with black marker (which was actually a drawing of Ice Cube) with "Dad drew this for me" or something written down below it, even though I never really had a father figure irl because of reasons I don't want to explain right now. And divorce. 

After going through the diary for a longer time I found a BFDI drawing, again, not in my drawing style, but a beautiful style still. The drawing had Leafy standing in the front, Pin standing on the right behind her, TD standing on the left of her... and I don't remember the rest of the drawing. I remember saying to myself, out loud: "Yep! First BFDI drawing spotted!" And then myself being shocked at actually being a fan of BFDI as a less small kid already. Above the drawing was some information about the show written down, including the sentence "They hate each other, but are still friends" or something like that. 

I then got a kind of flashback (?) to a party (ALL I WANNA DO IS GO TO A PARTY-) you can kind of control with random thoughts where my boyfriend and I were a year ago (again this didn't happen irl). We were both in love with a girl with VERY light blonde hair and she was a bit emo like and pretty seductive... and we wanted to ask her out (haha poly dreams go brrrr).

Then I suddenly was at school, with a boy (one of the bullies who bother my boyfriend all the time) sitting next to me. The boy was flirting with me and asking if I remembered his name, which I didn't, for some reason. He then said his name but I didn't hear it correctly so I still didn't know his name. He then licked my cheek. I was disgusted.

Next thing I knew is that I was at that party, with my boyfriend, looking for the girl, but not finding her, because apparently, she was sick. 

Such a shame.

But I really wish I had that diary irl, because it looked really pretty.

What do you guys think? Lemme know in the comments!

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