RUNAWAY | Ran Haitani

07

"Ran! Are you out of your mind?!" Rindou shouted from the outside of the room. "Stop this fucking nonsense!" I heard footsteps nearing and Ran just ignored them.

I closed my eyes when Ran placed me on a chair, tying my hands and legs so that I couldn't move. I couldn't look at the girl laying naked on his bed. She's smirking at me, she's probably thinking that Ran will own her. But, I know he will just use her to punish me.

"Ran! Stop this! The more you hurt her, the more she plans on running away!" it's Sanzu. After the fight, they followed us here. "Rindou, he's crazy!" I can't help but smile. I didn't think they will stop Ran.

"I know, you bastard! I can't find the spare keys! Koko!" The commotion outside is a distraction. Ran forced me to open my eyes. I stared at him directly. His face is expressionless.

"Idiots! Just bang the door! Kick it, I mean." I heard a hiss from Koko. This jerks.

"Now, wife. Can you handle watching me fuck other woman?" Ran said, walking towards the girl. The searing pain in my chest grows. He kissed the girl, in front of me. This is more painful than hearing their voices. It's too painful for me.

I cried while I hear their moans and grunts. I watched because the moment I will close my eyes...a gun will end my life. My cries turns to sobs. Pain turns to grieve and wrath. "I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH, RAN!" I yelled, tears falling down my cheeks. I gritted my teeth when Rindou and the others stopped from whatever they are doing outside. "JUST FUCKING KILL ME! I'M SO TIRED OF THIS! I'M SO TIRED OF THIS SHIT!" I yelled, my throat hurts but I don't care...I don't care about anything right now.

"SHOOT ME, YOU MOTHERFUCKER! FUCKING SHOOT ME!" I screamed at the guy who's holding a gun beside me.

I saw Ran stopped, making the girl whine. He looked at me and I showed him how angry I am. His lips parted, his face getting pale. "I hate you so fucking much!" I said with so much pain.

He stood up. His eyes were now filled with sadness. Fucking jerk! After what had happened?! He cupped my cheeks and forced me to look at him. "Don't touch me with your filthy hands." I hissed, he glared at me when I said that.

"That's not true. You love me, I know that." he caressed my cheeks.

"That love turns to hate." I said, panting. "I thought you won't do it again but I was wrong. I have forgiven you...but I remember who you are. I remembered what you are. All the things that you did, you made me feel love for a bit of time and then, hurt me again like I was nothing!" Or maybe I am nothing to him. Besides everything is all planned. I know that if I didn't runaway this won't happen. It's just that I was so scared. That fate was slowly killing me into tiny pieces.

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"I thought you won't do it again but I was wrong. I have forgiven you...but I remember who you are. I remembered what you are. All the things that you did, you made me feel love for a bit of time and then, hurt me again like I was nothing!"

My eyes widened, mouth gaping as I stared at her. The softness of her gaze was now gone, it's now placed with wrath. I feel myself getting weaker at that. She's tired. She's tired of my shit.