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CHAPTER 1

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I am girl with a daily life, I don't really like anyone because I know that everyone and anyone I cherish wouldn't really cherish me if they truly knew....well me. So I basically just live everyday, know I wouldn't say im alive or living maybe just surviving, well there is not much of a struggle so maybe my wordchoice is not up to par. Well I forgot my name is Alex Vander if there is anyone who really cares about that detail, now that I think of it your first impression of me is probably that I am gloomy well I don't really know what I am so whatever you think I am I'll be okay with it. One emotion I seem to have trouble dealing with is love ugh its such an ugly thing isn't it but sometimes It can let me make out a smile which would most likely look like a evil grimace. So there you..... Oh shoot got to go oh and I told you I was 16yr old girl right? Oh I didn't well... hehe now you know I quickly rummage through my closet and force out my school uniform which consists of a jet black shirt which read the logo "Doorway Academy " I also pull out some sky blue khaki jeans out of a mountain of unused clothes I then placed it on my queen sized bed and quickly headed over to the bathroom where I frantically brushed my teeth and took a warm shower and of course reach out for my clothes and rigidly assemble it on me, and for shoes I pull out my red vans put on my pitch black watch and hit the road! which is possible due to my scarlet colored bicycle, I start peddling hard gasping for my breath but somehow take out time to enjoy and caress the scenery of the nearby lake I would be passing with in seconds It was just a lake but to me it wasnt any lake it had this luminous gloss to it, there was something indulging about, although I never came close to it because I couldn't swim the biggest reason was because I knew that behind the beautiful scenery was just something empty and hollow it was if the only words that could come close to that image was dark sunshine.