From play to slay

Chapter 4

Jeremy went back home and stared at himself, he sighs and grabs his head. "I'm balding..." he walks back to his mattress and checks his phone.

Nothing.

He felt empty as he realized that he just left the only person that have ever loved him, Jerald. They both know they literally fucked 2 hours ago.

Jeez old ppl are dramatic.

Jerald on the other side has grown hair since Jeremy left, but he is sad as well since this was the first time he felt genuine love... Since her... He grabs his phone, he wants to text Jeremy but he's too scared. "God he'll think I'm so dependent" he groaned as he flopped backwards onto his bed.
He cried as he remembered the time with his wife...

Well, ex-wife. He remembered when he asked her out, their first date, their first kiss, the day he proposed, their wedding, when their children were born. It was all so beautiful, he loved her so much, it was hard not to miss her but then he remembered when she left him. (because she's a homophobic bitch).

Jerald came out to his wife as bisexual right before their sixth anniversary. "What? Are you going to cheat on me with a man? There's no such thing as 'bi' that's just people who can't commit. We're married why would you decide you're gay now?"she said (because she's a homophobic bitch) and then she left (because she's a homophobic bitch).

Jerald missed her (even though she's a homophobic bitch), he knew she wasn't worth it but he couldn't shake the thought that it was all his fault, he felt... unlovable. Jeremy was laying alone, again, he could feel a pain in his chest. He decided to text Jerald.

Jeremy: You know I really like you, right?
Seen.
Jeremy: I can tell something's wrong... I feel it
Jerald: What?
Jeremy: Is something bothering you?
Jerald: Other than the fact you just fucking walked out on me like I meant nothing to you after I literally took your virginity?
Jeremy: Look. I'm sorry. You do mean a lot to me
Seen.

Jerald stared at his screen, reading that felt unreal. How could he know? That was exactly what he wanted to hear... How did he know? He sighs.

Jerald: Do you think I'm disgusting?
Jeremy: I think you're beautiful
Jerald: Why did you leave, did I scare you?
Jeremy: I don't know. I don't know anything anymore.
Seen.
Jeremy: Other that I'm absolutely terrified of your kids, but I can work around it... For you.

(oh cool they're gay, congrats)

"I want to talk to you in person" Jerald typed. He stared at the message, regretting his words, he deleted it. "Okay." He ended the conversation there, he needed to clear his mind. Not think about love for a while.