𝙗𝙖𝙙 𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙖 ↯ 𝙢𝙞𝙠𝙖𝙨𝙖

𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐧𝐞 - 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧

"Who is he ?" he asked grabbing your phone and opening the notification that just popped up on your screen

"I don't know"

"So you don't know the guy who's been sending you dick pics? and is calling you mommy?"

*snap from floch 😏*

1 day ago

*snap from floch😏*

a minute ago

I'm so hard 4 u mommy 😩

" no. It was on snap. do you know how many guys send me dick pics and call me mommy? You can literally see i haven't texted him" you trying to defend yourself

" doesn't change the fact that you didn't block him the first time he sent you one..do you know how embarrassing that is, to have your girlfriend parade herself to the whole world ?" his words hurt that thorns on a rose you felt a lump in your throat and you could feel the growing emotions in your heart. It was the feeling of your heart breaking yet again. every time this happened he would promise it would be the last.

but it never was

"I'm sorry... if i saw it the first time i would have blocked him" you said with tears threatening to fall. This time it wasn't you right? It was him. He did this, he sent you the snap. He was the one this time not you right?

"You know this would be happen if you didn't wear such skimpy outfits and act like such a whore on social"

it's not my fault" as you said that you felt the tears that were threatening to fall, fall from your eyes

"then whos fault is it" he said handing you your phone

" I don't know " you said while your voice cracked. At that point there were tears streaming down your face and you couldn't control them. This is what he does to you. He would make promises on promises and break them and then blame you, but for some reason, for some god forsaken reason you loved him

"Are you mad at me?" you asked lowly. Your hands went up to your face wiping away your tears but it was not use they just kept falling " armin I'm sorry, I really am" you croaked out

He put the keys in the ignition.not even look at you, he just started driving, ignoring the fact that you were in the car and crying what type of boyfriend doesn't care that his girlfriend is upset, he pulled out of the parking lot of target with and upset girlfriend and a backseat filled with bags, he had drove you there because you needed a few things for your dorm.

stopping at a red light you croaked out " armin"

Nothing. not even a slight glance not a word or action to signify that he heard you

nothing

He drove you to your dorm dropping you off without even saying goodbye and then drove back out heading toward the boys dorm which was across the campus. leaving you standing in the parking lot a crying wreck.

You took a minute to gather yourself the best you could then walked up the stairs to your dorm unlocking it, dropping the target bags and being greeted by your roommate mikasa.

" y/n what's wrong ? Why are you crying ? Was it armin ? I swear I'll kill him. I don't care that he's my best friend, he can't keep treating you like this."

but you couldn't bring yourself to respond

" y/n ?" she grew worried

you dropped on to the floor and all you could do was cry. you felt so pathetic. even though he did this to you every time, you still choose to be with him. he treated you like shit used you manipulated you cheated on you and yet you went back ever single time you had no self respect