If only you were with me that night. If only you had read my emotion behind the message i sent you; the thing i was afraid to feel, to say.
I'm fine. i answered nonchalantly.
Then you begun a story about her. Her, the girl you love.
You really thought i'm fine or maybe i was just good pretending to be.
I'm happy for you. i say.
i wish i can. But i couldn't.
Thank you. You answered.
:)
i sent a smiley.
If only i could cover the truth that easily.
If only i could hide the pain with a simple emoji.
YOU ARE READING
do not
Poetryi can make them believe my words. but i can't convince myself to believe in mine.