Desire, that makes us Hide Away - Desire, that makes us Open Up

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Hello to my lovely darlings and everyone new~

This fanfiction is about:

- polyamorous relationships 

- a relationship between Zhongli, Childe, Kaeya and Diluc SO YES KAEYA AND DILUC ARE HAVING A ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP!!!!

- suffering, psychological themes, strong emotions and self hurting

I hope I adressed everything, that might stirr up discussions....

SO:

First: I don't want ANY hate for polyamorous relationships. We live in a modern world and if nobody talked about this to you: Having more than one partner in a relationship is totally normal and okay. There is this one thing it needs as every other relationship that is crucial and that is COMMUNICATION! 

Second: I SWEAR if anyone comments, that Diluc and Kaeya are brothers, adopted brothers or that shipping them is incest I will have an entire army of Kaeluc/Luckae shippers that will haunt you down on every plattform we find you and YES that's a threat. Don't get me wrong: It is totally okay with me if you don't feel comfortable with this ship or you don't ship it. That's okay! BUT it's not okay to spread misinformation. Diluc and Kaeya are sworn brothers! If you don't know what that is: Read it in some chinese cultural article! Furthermore if you don't like a ship there is NO excuse to bring hate upon those who ship it! (Exceptions are pedophilia and real incest, but I still rather have people only write ff about things like that instead of practicing it in RL)

Third: If you feel uncomfortable reading about psychologicial themes, pain, self hurt and stuff like this, DON'T read this ff! If you have mental issues, please don't try to deal with it by yourself. If you don't want to see a professional that's okay, but please talk to someone. Talking to anybody you trust about things like this is important and really helps with dealing with it. The one thing you should not do is keeping everything to yourself! You can't keep it all in! And the longer you try to suppress it the more it will affect you in a really bad way! 

Okay! Thank you all for reading this. I know most of you don't need this warning, but some people just need this, which is rather annoying, but as long as I don't have to deal with any comments adressing things like this in the future, it's worth it to just write this down once before the story starts so that we can have all the negative comments if there would be some at the bottom of this chapter and then no more. 😌

Without further delay then I hope you can enjoy this story and have an amazing day. Stay safe and remember: You all are wonderful and valid. 😘

Signing Off Lesley