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You’re a tower.
Do you know that such thing they call “fangirling’?
I’m doing that to a band from Korea.
My favorite band is going to have a solo concert here in our country and it’s a dream come true.
Have you ever felt loving someone who doesn’t even know you exist? That’s fangirling.
I know it’s weird but it’s a lot of people’s happiness, like me. It gives us supernatural feeling that fulfills the duty of being loved.
It was Friday night and the concert night.
My cousin told me to go to the café before going to the concert grounds.
She said at least I could see you.
You know what I said?
“The band is better than Hanes.”
But I shook it off believing I could see them and be with them.
But I didn’t stand a chance.
They have millions of fans and I’m only one of them.
They are the towers of my life.
I’m at the bottom.
And I can never reach them.
That’s what I realized after the concert.
They are too much to be deserved by me.
Then it hit me.
You more real than them.
So it’s still you.
By the way, how are you?
How have you been this months?
Sorry if I hadn’t got in touch.
It has been months since our last encounter.
I have been busy with the requirements I need for college.
After graduation I have made up my mine to go to the café.
I was there for one whole day and found none of you.
