The unrevealed story of two sisters

Chapter 1

Seher's POV

3:00 am 

 The chilliness of my tears has awakened me and I could sense the tears running down my face, into my ears, onto my pillow. It seemed like I woke up to the same day again and the loop is never-ending.

 I wondered for a while, battling over the confusion whether I was asleep or awake for this entire time.

I begged my soul to leave me in peace, let me sleep at least one night without my pillow being wet with tears, then I realized insomnia had engulfed me already. I could feel the burn in my eyes while I grab my blanket and bite it hard so that the sound couldn't pass out.

I looked through the window, the night was gloomy, the sky was smoke-filled and the moon was shining through the clouds. The dogs were walking past the street while barking as if they were mad and hungry. The atmosphere made a poker face, I urged for attention but it neglected me. 

I lay my back on the bed again, reliving the past, reminiscing those wonderful moments. 

That urge to reach home early and share everything that happened in the school, and analyze pieces of stuff in our way using our unique theories and falling into nonsense conclusions and laughing out serious matters. We lived our lives through thick and thins. We smiled always. We promised to never leave each other alone, hence always travelled together. We chatted with each other for hours and hours without any interruption.

While later, I was swiftly hit by the cold night air that filled the room with the chill of death.

I could feel my visions getting blurred while remembering the days that traumatizes me every single minute, hurting me to the point where I wanted to give up on my life.

I grabbed my phone to read the only quote that I saved. 

( She is your mirror, shining back at you with a world of possibilities. She is your witness, who sees you at your worst and best, and loves you anyway. She is your partner in crime, your midnight companion, someone who knows when you are smiling, even in the dark. She is your teacher, your defense attorney, your press agent, even your shrink. Some days, she's the reason you wish you were an only child.—Barbara Alpert )

I lost to the counts of the number of times I read this. I keep reading it and only read it.

I believed that I am a monster to myself. I deserved to be better.

"She never believed in love. Love is a scam.", I muttered.

I promised myself to smile a little more today but seems like the universe has prepared some other plans for me already.

Author's note,

I hope you are having a great day!

What do you think about Seher? Is life unfair with her? Or should we wait a little longer to judge this?

Anyways,

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