"You know what fucking sucks Cassie? That I don't know who the fuck I am. Man my personality changes from a fucking adorable, innocent, charming, caring fucking person to a complete womaniser to a complete dominant and dark feature and I just dont fucking understand Cassie!" His drunken words rolled off his tongue a few moment after our adventure through the sheets.
"Harry.."
"And you know what? Because of fucking pricks that have nothing better to do with their lives make me look like a man whore! I can't fucking go out with a girl without some jerk making me the front page of news fucking paper with the headline as "Harry Styles with ANOTHER girl?" or "Harry Styles seen fucking around with several girls" Blah blah blah Cassie, I can't do any fucking thing without getting an article written about it! I'm so fucking alone, I just want a girl to hold and be with in public and be able to kiss and show affection to her in public and fucking hell Cassie! I just don't get it, why me? I can't stand it anymore Cass.." Tears rolling down his cheek.
I didn't expect him to be so hurt.. he looks so happy and jolly but really, he's so damn lost and emotional. I move closer to him and feel the warmth of his body and smell the alcohol raising from his tongue. I placed my hand on his thigh and whispered "Who would you want to be with.."
He placed his hand on mine and looked at me.
"You.."
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SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER AND NOT UPDATING AS I HAVE JUST STARTED SCHOOL AGAIN AND YEAH IVE HAD WRITERS BLOCK AND THIS IS A SHIT CHAPTER BUT I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND AND ILL MAKE IT UP TO YOU I LOVE YOU x
