Me and my girlfriend have been having more fights then ever before. Oh I'm Rhis by the way and 16. I'm turning 17 soon which calls for a celebration.
I'm popular in my all Boy's school and outside school. I have an amazing best friend called Jade. Best friends for 10 years.
I know everything about her, or I did. I feel pretty bad a lot now because I have broken our once a fortnight deal for a few months. She properly hates me now,four months of broken promises and lies.
I love Jade and not the good way. I love her more than my girlfriend, I love her more than anyone can love anyone. I have been wondering for so long if she has felt the same.
I feel bad in a way because Fiona and I have been together for 11 months and I've only seen Jade now 3 times in those months. I'm not saying it's her fault because it's mine however it cannot just be my fault. I can't help how I feel can I?
I've loved Jade for years but I cannot remember that gorgeous soul telling me anything about her getting butterflies the way I do when I see her. I didn't want us to go this way, I didn't want to fall in love with my best friend but somehow I did manage that because I have.
I don't know what to do anymore. Break it off with Fiona before my meeting with Jade or call it off again? I could lose Jade this time, I'm just wanting to tell her so bad how I feel about her, but will she ever feel the same? I want her so bad but I feel like the next time I see her I tell her the truth.
So I guess this means that I break up with my girlfriend to get my best friend back. Oh Gosh its going to be a long journey.
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Teen FictionThere's this boy, I envy all those girls who were once close to him. I love him, I want him to care about me the way I do him, I want him to hold me and never let go. There's just one thing, will my best friend ever love me the way I do him?
