what are we?

chapter 2, not like this

-maggie's pov-
hawk went home a couple hours ago because i kicked him out, of corse i'm not going to lie he is pretty hot but he's my best friend and if we break up in a bad way it would mess up our friendship and i could never let that happen
i was so caught up in my thoughts i never saw the text from hawk
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asshole with a mohawk
hawk: hey
me: hi
hawk: i don't understand why you got so mad at your house and kicked me out i mean one minute your screaming my name then your screaming at me
me: hawk i liked what happened between us i
rlly do but what's going to come out of it
us hucking up all the time, us together,
what ever it is i'm so scared that it's going
to mess up our friendship i would and
could never risk it
hawk: i understand that mags and i'm a little
scared to but you never know what the
future holds
me: ya and that's the scary part
hawk: what about this, come over and we will
make a pros and cons list
me: ok but hawk if we do end up together and
our friendship gets fucked up i will kill you
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i care about hawk so much and i will kill him if he ruins our friendship, i get in my car and drive to hawks house, when i get there he is standing at the door shirtless with grey sweatpants on and you can see the top of his blue nike boxers
"hey" he says to me
"hey" i say back, i walk up to the door and he hugs me
"eli who's this and why are you topless" his mother says "oh hey mags what are you doing here so late" she says with a smile
"mom i just invited her over i don't know" hawk says with attitude
"ok eli no need to be rude" his mom says and walks away
"I'm not rude am I" he asks me
"Sometimes" I say with a smile
"What ever" he picks me up and takes me to his room, it's not weird or anything cuz he did this before we fucked or kissed so it's fine, he throws me on his bed and gets on top of me, his eyes travel from mine to my lips then he kisses me again. We are making out and he stops and sits up
"What's wrong" I say sitting up
"Nothing I'm just thinking, I don't even know what we are. We fucked thing up when we kissed then made it worse when we fucked" he says
"Ya I know but you could go two ways from that, you can ether stop talking to me and fuck up our friendship or you could suck it up and fuck me again" I smile knowing what one he's going to chose
"How about the second one" he says with a smirk
-time skip to a couple hours later-
I have to go my parents are gunna kill me" I say grabbing my stuff
"Nooooooooooo" hawk wines
"I have to" he gets up and grabs me by my waist and throws me on his bed and he takes my phone to text my parents saying I'm sleeping at a friends house tonight, after he texts my parents his mom comes into his room but he already got on top of my and started kissing me
"Oh my gosh" his mom says puzzled
"Uh mom" hawk says not knowing what to say
"You guys were just kissing does this mean you are together" she says confused
"Well it would normally mean that but no we are not together" he says that putting his hand on the back of his neck
"So you guys are just kissing for the hell of it" she says angrily
"No, but we are not together yet" I say
"Ok well good night and no sex got it" to late
"Ok. Mom love you" hawk says and she walks out
"Well it's a little to late for the no sex thing" I say and hawk puts his hand around my neck
"Shhhhhh" he says a a we start making out again
-time skip to the morning-
"good morning" i say to hawk as he turns over
"shut up" he grunts
"the fuck did you just say" i start to get up but he grabs me by the waist
"im soryyyy" he says cuddling up to me
"ya ya" i say smiling
"what's that smile for" he says looking up at me god he's so cute
"nothing your just cute" he smiles
"shut up i look like shit rn your the cute one" he says kissing me
"LOVE BIRDS GET UP YOU HSVE SCHOOL AND YOUR ALREADY LATE" his mom yells
"o shit" we get up and get changed and i wear this (picture below)