Beyond Two Souls • Ishqaan Os//Ts//Ss Collection

Betrayal or Love? {Ss} Part 4

I S H Q I ' S P O V

''Why have you married me Ahaan!!?''

I yelled at him in my low voice. As newly, he smirks evilly, and see me with his evil eyes, which once is the source of my happiness and life.

''Amm.... You can guess.''
Yes, I can guess, he just want to use and torture me. His smirk go more evilly, seeing me from top to bottom, and then again get back into his emotionless condition.

''For your body and money darling! Please sign the property papers fast, i dont like amy kind of delay or drama,, and once you will give me the property papers with your sign in it, I will think to whether give you divorce and free you, or let you as my maid who can satisfy me. I think i should give you divorce''

''To capture some other woman in your fake love and marry her?''

I said calmly and emotionless as him, but my voice has anger and pain, as my eyes.
His smirk turned into a evilly chuckle.

''You have become very smart by being with me darling. Yes,, you are right. But I dont want to leave you''

Wish I could hear he dont want to leave me because he love me, and want to hold my hands for lifetime.

''Because you are my most beautiful maid. I bet you dint like other touches on you, so I can.''

As soon as he complete his word he turned to other side to leave from here,leave from me.

Heartless
Hollow
Agony
Mindless
Emotionless
Valueless

This is what in am feeling now. He dont have any idea of my condition now.
I am stupid, the most foolish person in this world to trust him. I have trusted only him. I consider him as my everything. How foolish I am!!
I hate myself, for loving and trusting him,, but I cant hate him.. Why!???! May be because my love is greater than my hate! I hate myself for not hating him after knowing his true colours.
How he can say that words so easily being normal? Yes,, he is just a playboy who uses woman for hos deeds. Ishqi, you are one of that woman! You are one of the victims of thos heartless devil. I know his real face,, but now why imaging him with any other woman eats me? Why!!? Stop Ishqi!!! You are a great stupid Ishqi Sooryavanshi,,,,.... Or... Mrs. Malho.. Noo!!! How can I cal myself as a wife of this devil,, I am just one of his victim, he have many like me.

Suddenly all my thoughts get stop for a second after hearing a big 'thud' sound, that is made from the door. He shut the door ver hardly. I quickly run to there, willing to escape from this monster and his torture. I slapped the door many times, but nothing come as result except my continuous tears.
After crying for some minutes, I slowly wipe them. I walked back to my place. I am searching what is there here, except the dirtiness and some old, rotten furnitures. I find a small washroom. Thanks god that he has given me washroom, if he cant give me food or water. Now my throat is sinking cause my continuous painful crying.
How can I supposed to live here, even without food and water? Even if not food he can provide me water. Suddenly, I saw some small paper packing on the damaged table. I go there. It is food in the packet, rotis, and a pickle.
Does he care for me? This thought made a hope in me. No ishqi, again you are doing mistakes with your foolishness. I found a chit behind it.
I remember how we send our thoughts to each other by these folding chits, while unfolding the paper. I found here written 'only for you Shalini my love'