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𝐅𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐗𝐒 ✩ 𝐏𝐎𝐕
Days are moving faster and so is time. We have about two more weeks for the dance groups to practice for the competition.
Everyone and their partners came on Saturday at school to spread around the school and work with their partners on any touchups or adjustments.
Since no one was at school but the dance class it wasn't hard to find a place to work.
Me and Hyunjin ended up going up to our homeroom class to do our practice.
While we were practicing I made many mistakes, which wasn't like me since I practice my parts almost everyday. Hyunjin always told me to calm down and to do it again but deep down inside I was scared that he was starting to get annoyed.
And then those thaughts, the thaughts I hate mode started building up again.
He doesn't like you, he's only here with you because he was forced nothing else, if he was paired up with someone else he would have finished this dance project long ago...
My anxiety started kicking in, and I could feel an attack coming closer and closer. I held in my tears because I didn't wanna show Hyunjin how weak and a crybaby I really was so I kept it in.
I tried calling my self down but nothing, nothing worked. But I knew if I didn't get out of this classroom right now I would break down and have a anxiety attack.
"U-um I'll be r-right back alright? I told Hyunjin trying not to make eye contact since I was scared he would have and angry or annoyed look on his face
"Alright, but are you ok?"
"Yeah I'm fine I just need the bathroom" I said then made my way out not looking back.
As soon as I closed the door I basically ran to the bathroom and went into the nearest stall my eyes laid on and closed the door and hugged my knees together and placed my head close to them. My hearts started beating fast and my eyes started forming tears and as soon as the first tear fell down more came out as well like a faucet.
I felt dizzy remembering that I forgot my anxiety pills back at home. Damn I really can't do anything good in this world. Slowly I felt my whole surroundings turn black and that was all I remembered.
When I opened up my eyes again the bright light was blinding me. I blinked a couple of times and my eyesight finally adjusted to the surroundings. I looked around and realized I was in the nurse's office.
I looked around and on my side I saw Hyunjin laying his head on the bed and his hand holding mine.
