I was in a crowded room and I felt alone.Why? I dont know I wish I did,it was like I didnt exist. Everyone around me were having fun just enjoying themselves, and then there was me, I was sat by myself, in a corner, looking at everybody. It was like this all the time, nobody to talk to, it was just me, on my own everyday. Whenever i tried talking to someone at school they would either walk away, talk to someone else or just blatantly ignore me. I kept tryna make it stop but it never worked, it just made it worse.
At school I'd sit on my own, I'd get shouted at for no reason, I'd get slapped,kicked or maybe punched for doing nothing.Everyday I'd get called Ugly, Stupid, Worthless, Emo, Bitch, Fake, Attention Whore ,Fat, Anorexic, Loser, Nerd, Annoying, Freak, Monster, Dumbass, Suicidal, Whore, Slut and other names, I even got told to kill myself. I never told anybody about what had been going on because I knew that if I did then it'd keep on getting worse.
Even at home i had it rough, during the week it was just me, my mum and my sister. Whenever me and my sister had a fight or smin my mum would always take her side, just cause she was the oldest. Nobody cared about me, worried about me, stuck up for me, nothing. It was like i shouldnt be there, that i should be dead. On weekends when my dads home, he tries to ignore it all but fails and he starts shouting..Nothing was ever calm at home, there was either a fight/argument or someone shouting.
