My life had been like this since i started school, its never changed, it never will. I dont know what its like to have a normal life, and i gues i will never find out. Unles i move somewhere away from it all. Away from my family, school, everything. But it would mean starting my life again, meeting new people, going to new places, and not having a family. I gues i could move, but if anybody found out, they would probably call the police or smin.
What made people hate me? That was the question i always had in my head. I wish i knew, and then maybe i could change, change so that they would like me. So that i would have friends, so i wouldnt get abused, so i could have a normal, happy life for once. The life that iv always wanted, insteada the shitty life iv got now. Even if i changed for a day, i wouldnt mind, because i would get to see what a happy, normal life was like. But i gues ill never find out, ill just keep hoping, dreaming, and wishing.
