the finish line | ashtray~euphoria

butter flies

⚠️ mention of SH, drugs, cussing,sexual language and mental disorders⚠️

As they finally arrive to their house and they all get out when Lillian relised shit she didn't have her meds.
Last time she didn't take her meds she had a relapse and cut her self again. "You ok?" ash asks from the kitchen "ya ofc" she responds taking a seat on the couch.
"Soo where am I sleeping?" Lillian asks "you can take my bed and ill take the couch" ash says making Lillian immediately feel guilty. "No I'm not taking YOUR bed" ashtray just laughs and sits down next tho Lillian and turns on a movie.

Lillian began to drift off until she woke up on the couch with the tv still on but something felt off like someone in her presence.

She turned to see ashtray asleep and her head on his lap.She felt the butterfly's in her stomach began to fly around as she drifted back to sleep.

The next morning Lillian's eyes fluttered open to see the sum beaming on her and ashtray sitting at the table with a bowl of cereal in front of him. "Good morning" she says with her sleepy voice "morning" he responds with a big smile on his face.

There was a knock on the door and ash got up to answer it "hey ashtray i need some drugs" rue says pushing past him. "Aw hell nah rue you cant be here right now i got people comin here" fezco says from down the hall. Rue walked into the living room to Lillian's half asleep face sticking up from the side of the couch.

"Rue i'm being for real even Lillian cant be here" he said now shifting his attention to Lillian "well i'm here now and i need drugs soooo" when fez hot a text "shit I could kill you both rn" he said while putting a gun in between 2 couch cushions then opening the door.

In walked a big man with tattoos everywhere.That kind of scared Lillian and when he walked over and sat on the couch right in between rue and Lillian. "And who is this?" he said pointing to rue "thats family" fezco said "and this little lady?" but fezco didn't answer this time.

The man put his hand her thigh which made ashtray form a fist in his hand. "You want some drugs hun" the man said to Lillian "n-no" she said. "Try it will feel good" he said holding a blade with white powder on it up to Lillian's mouth. "She said no" fezco said "tell him not to speak for you and try this trust me" the man said she just looked at ashtray as she put the blade in her mouth.

After a few minutes the world began spinning and the feeling of a hand went up and down her thigh. She knew it was the man but she couldn't move until the world went dark.
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