Felix Pov:
He started caressing my thing them each time he would get closer to my private part each and every second and when i it I wanted him i was felt heated I wanted this so bad i can't take this any longer i want to be touched I wanted to feel him i wanted him to be in meHe got closer and closer to my face
A-are you drunk?
He didn't respond he jest kept getting closer and closer to my face i could feel his breath at this point then our lips connected he started moving his lips i did as well
Out kiss got sloppier and sloppier each moments I have never felt this good before
Then he bit my lipAhm~ i whined that just made things even harder
The he started kissing my neck leaving me Hickies all around my neck
Ahmmm~ i kept whining and started getting louder and louder
The I felt his hand go under my lingerie his hand sneakily heading towards my private part then he started rubbing his hand next to my hole
Ahhh~ I moaned, each time he would rubbed faster and faster
Shh baby wouldn't want anyone to hear and ruin the party in fact we haven't gotten to the best part of the game. Would you like someone to hears and would have to stop our fun?
I didn't answer
Yes or no?! - he started rubbing harder and harder
Ahh~ Noo-ahh~ i said
( Ok that's all for this part because idk it's very cringe idk)
------------------------The next day
I opened my being half-awake then I remembered what happened last night I looked to my left and Hyunjjn wasn't thereOhh no I fucked up I thought to myself
I sat up and it hurt it was a big pain
I really fucked up now what am I going to do or say I really really fucked up
Well I guess I will have to deal with this pain
I got out of bed and I could barely walk but none can know what happened last night between me and Hyunjin otherwise they might tell my parents
Well I have to get my act together and then I thought
So I practice walking so none would notice
Ok I think that will do I felt confident that none would notice
After that, I got ready and changed into a pretty pink dress
The dress:
After that, I did my hear and added a little bit of mascara
and I was donethen I left the dorm and got a hot chocolate with whipped cream and a sprinkle of cinnamon
it was nice and warm I love it just as my mom saidtoday was our break day so I was free I was really happy about
I wonder if it's going to be awakened between Hyunjin and I after what happened last nightNow I am craving a corn muffin I thought to myself
So I decided to go downstairs to the little cafe we have in this building
It's beautiful here everything seems nice and comfortable
I was walking and I was near the cafe but then I saw Hyunjin and Seo-Jun laughing and talking while holding hands
But I just walked past them like nothing because what can I do?
I knew that I was hurt because I thought maybe for once I had a chance with Hyunjin because of what had happened but now I see that what happened last night meant nothing it was just for fun
Why can't someone ever fall in love with me or something like I am bored being single
maybe it's just my destiny to be single I thought to myselfBut I want someone to call mine someone to cuddle with someone to have when I feel down someone to be there for me when I need it the most
I just want to have a someone
???: Hey you good?
I heard someone say next to meYeah - I said and then saw this Guy his hair was dark brown and he looked pale he was the same size as me I thought
???: Well umm my name is Bang Chan but people just call me Chris or Chan what's your name?
I am Felix Lee Felix but I like being called Lix or Lixie and sometimes Pixie
Chan: Ok then Lixie any chance are you Australian?
Yeah, why?
Chan: OHH Yesss my new Aussie brother
Chan said in English and He hugged me all the suddenI hugged him back and just laughed he was cute I thought
Then he Pulled back( They are talking in English now)
Chan: Sorry sorry It's just normal for me to hug people? uuhh I am so sorry
Chan turned redI just chuckled he was just cute
Don't worry I love hugs
Chan: You have a really really deep voice
Yeah I get told that a lot
Chan: Must be a bit tiring right?
Yeah it can get sometimes annoying when I get told that a lot in just one day
I feel you but not about the deep voice thing just something else
Me and Channie Hyung kept talking and got to know each other more he is a very lovely person to have around he is caring and nice he is just perfect
We went to the cafe and talked more I got his phone number I am glad that I made a friend
And a friend that is like him, he is just a perfect friendThen we went to the movies was not the best but not the worst Channie Hyung wanted to see a
horror movies and I can't handle horror movies so I was very clingy after the moviesAfter the movies, we went to a Candy shop that was amazing Channie Hyung got me a cute baby blue teddy bear
At the time we had so much fun, time went by so fast and before I knew it it was 2Chan: Hey Felix want to sleep over at my dorm so you don't have to wake up your dormate?
Are you sure what about your dormate?
Chan: He's never there like he arrived at the dorm at 5 in the morning
Well if it's not a problem then sure
Chan: ofc its not a problem mate
He gave a soft smileBut um sorry for this weird request and if it makes you uncomfortable I am so sorry
Chan: Yeah don't worry nothing will make me uncountable we are Aussie Bros
Well um if so can uh, can we... Cuddle?
I was so scared what if he think I am weird or somethingChan: Ofc I would love to who doesn't like cuddles?
We laughed and everything was good I loved hangout with him we ended up talking and we fell asleep while cuddling it was the best I have never felt so much love
----------------------------------------------------------------- Sorry that this chapter was short
- and it's been the first time I have wrote so something like that like yk the begining part sorry if get was cringe
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