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megumilover03
Noyaisscared
I don't know about Himaru backstory so- Please enjoy this mess
A note from future:
>be me
>join a danganronpa rp
>comment a joke comment about himakuma angst
>people actually want to know it
>wtf
>end up writing a joke fic
>then got carried away and accidentally write a 1029 words fan fiction
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It's been days since Himaru is in this hellhole.
The only thing that keeps her sane is the mayor..... monokuma. Unlike all the worms that all try to escape, she is fine here. Why would they want to go back to the old and boring life? A killing game is just like the fan fiction. So Many possibilities. No more stress for the outside world.
"Monokuma!" Himaru shouted
"Hmm? What is it dear?" Monokuma asked
Dear...... Himaru's relationship with Monokuma is...... something that no one really expect. I mean. Who wants to be with a crazy and psychotic mayor that runs the whole killing game? Well one word. Unpredictability.
She can't just predict what will happened like those fan fiction tropes. It's the only thing she wanted in her life. Unpredictability something that makes her life not boring something that makes her feel good.
"So... this might sound stupid. But why would you host a killing game?"
"Just for fun! And also the despair."
Again she can't predict that. Also Despair? Interesting.....
"O-kay and what brings you despair?"
"Someone I love doing something REALLY horrible puhuhu~"
Himaru know exactly what to do. Kill someone. But what if she got caught? Will monokuma save her? But she should do anything for her beloved. But wouldn't he be sad? Nah! He loves despair! Don't you heard? But does he even care?
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Does he even care?
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Her thoughts are arguing back and forth. But she decided....she decided to kill
Ding dong bing bong!
Please go to the forest!
She knew exactly what is happening.....
There is her victim, kaori's body lying there with a slit throat.....
She still feel the rush, the adenine, the strange feeling of joy... the feeling of despair as she knows that she killed an innocent person.....
Why is she smiling? Why are you smiling? She feel like she going to laugh from joy.... She understand now why monokuma loves despair
