sanegiyuu angst Two-shot

trying

Shinazugawa said he hated me... again. I was only trying to be his friend. Am I really that annoying? Shinibo-San was right, I can't make friends. I only tried to make him food..

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"Shinazugawa-San, I made your favorite food." "Go away! I won't accept food from a prick like you! Always acting like you're better than everyone! I hate you tomioka, and so does everyone else!"

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Present~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I should stop trying I'm obviously annoying everyone around me. From now on I'll distance myself even further. Itll make everyone happy... "T-O-M-I-O-K-A S-A-N, did you hear me?" ... "ignoring your peers is rude Tomioka-San, this is why you dont have friends" "Oi tomioka stop acting like that or I'll kill you! Do you hear me!?" I should just leave they're already annoyed of me.. "huh? Tomioka-San just left? But he usually says a short farewell?" "Who cares! If he wants to be left alone so be it!"

~~~~~~~~~~~Sanemi's~POV~~~~~~~~~~~
Tch.. what's up with him? He usually tries to make me his friend? Did he give up, I dont want him to give up! I like him but everytime I try to talk to him I yell... tch making me feel guilty and shit...

It's been a couple of weeks and me and kocho have noticed some...changes in giyuu. He looks skinnier and he hasn't said a word since I yelled at him... he also stopped showing up to meetings entirely. We would check on him but we dont have his location....I'll ask master about it..

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"Master may I have a word?" "Yes my child, but I have a felling it's about Tomioka." "Howed you know!?" "Because kocho has asked me about him already, I assume it's about his location yes?" "Yes sir" "I'll tell you the direction to the water estate" "thank you master!"

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The hell! Why does this battered live so far away!? This is annoying, tch but it has a good cause. After I talk to him I'll ask him to be my lover!~ he better have a good reason to skip meetings!

~~~~~~~~~~~3~hours~later~~~~~~~~~~

Finally! Huh, he lives here all by himself? Its beautiful.. well better knock on the door.

"Giyuu open this damn door already!" "Or I'll break it down!" ...... "fine you leave me no choice!" Finally I'm inside the house. It's so clean and fragile looking, reminds me of a doll house, Sanemi! Stop getting distracted, look for giyuu! "Giyuu! Are you in here!?" "Cmon man we're all worried about you!" Huh that's odd no response...

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I have looked in every room besides his bed room, he better be in here! "Giyuu, you bett-er.....Giyuu! WTF" "No No No No NO NO NO NO, GIYUU!!! CMON WAKE UP! HAHA NICE PRANK NOW WAKE UP BEFORE I KILL YOU!"

~~~~When~He~Brought~Giyuu~Back~~~~

"Now sanemi explaine exactly what you saw, its important so I can give him the right medication." "He had stabbed himself....he was laying there all skin and bones... I dont think he's been eating." "Okay well I'll try to help tomioka-San, you go rest up, okay?" "...okay."

I trudged off to my room still thinking about what he had done to himself...was it my fault? I was the one who had last talked to him...I know kocho is good with this stuff but... I know he's already gone..she's just trying to hold on...I saw it he had been lying there bleary out for a couple days. I didn't get to ask him.

~~~~~~~~~Giyuus~attempte~~~~~~~~~~
TW:SUICIDE~~

I really am a burden.. I'm sorry sabito,makomo,tanjiro,nezuko,sanemi,kocho,rengoku, and oneesan..I failed all of you...

Annoying
Emotionless
Weird
Different
Alone
Fault
Disliked
Friendless

I can't do anything right, sanemi hates me but I love him and if he wants me gone I'll leave....

Well I hope to see you guys in my next life...i would be lying if I said it was fun but at least I tried..right?

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In the end, I was alone and cold with no one to hold, I wish everyone well....