LOVE AND PAIN AT YOUR SERVICE: episode 1

My first encounter with the love of my life

I Have been in several relationships, actually three, I can't Really tell how they ended,maybe not what I wanted for my self.

I wanted to feel love and be loved genuinely,you know the saying "love is a beautiful thing",I wanted to experience that beautiful thing.

my name is Doreen,I will be 25 by November,I found love ❤️

It all started in 2016, I was preparing for my university entrance examinations,I wanted to make my parents proud,so I made up my mind to bag a degree!

that same year, I was invited to a friends wedding on the 12th of march,on a Saturday,it was an arranged marriage so it was rushed,I needed to be there for my friend,I don't Know if to call it fate or coincident but something happened,I arrived the wedding very late,at the entrance of the church gate,a guy walked pass me with a tattoo on his neck,and went into the church,like who just passed me,why is he so handsome,I kept on staring,imagine a shy girl like me telling a lady close close to me if she noticed this very handsome guy that just walked past us? I walked past this guy's side like 5 times! Just to get noticed and he didn't notice me at all,"this is love at first sight!"I can tell,I felt butterflies...Like why is this guy so fine,I had to stay till he left in his car.all through that day I felt I made a mistake,I would have approached him,I felt bad and I thought about this cute guy all night and I prayed and wish I'll see him in this life again.

On Sunday the next day,after church service,I was very tired, I didn't Wait till the end of service I left my sisters and went back home cause I needed to rest,but before then I didn't Tell you something about me, my phone is my best friend,I check on it every now and then, am a social media person,so I on my mobile data,open Facebook on my phone,I was very tired,a message came in "what are you feeling like,your such a snub,at least replying messages wont kill" like what the f..k! Who is this guy trying to provoke! I was very angry,i called him names and insulted him so well, who is this guy and what is he feeling like, I decided to check his profile on Facebook,my crush from yesterday! I recognised that tattoo on his neck, for a second I paused, like is this happening, I have been friend with mr crush on Facebook for a while now, I felt my dreams are finally coming through...

Next episode will be posted soon...