NU'EST story [Includes smut] - Baekho X female reader

Chapter 5 : The past isn't so easy to forget

///6 months earlier///
You spam his phone with messages, it's a rainy day..and he hasn't been active for almost a week, you start to get more agitated and distressed since you're on your period which made you overthink and remember unpleasant memories, you decide to hop off the bed to consume some snacks, suddenly your phone vibrates, it's a call from baekho, you answer in a blink of an eye.

"Baekho where are you?!"
"Hey..I'm really sorry I couldn't call."
"Are you okay?!" You said trembling.
"Yeah, I'm okay, are you okay~?, I'm sorry I worried you too much." He responded with the husky powerful voice you miss so much, using a soft tone.
"You did...I just got so worried, I thought something happened to you!" You suddenly start to tear up.
"Well..I'm truly sorry, princess...
Me and the band were given orders by the company to train for the next song of ours."
"Oh, it's alright.." you feel kinda disappointed and sad...maybe even a little bit mad cause he didn't give you a heads-up before he was gone, but you think to yourself  "maybe he didn't even have the time to give me an alert"  that causes you to question if that's an excuse or a lie, thoughts start striking your head, you get soundless for a moment.
"Are you alright?~" He says with a worried tone.
You hung up so he wouldn't hear you as you collapse and feel yourself shattered, recalling the thing that happened with your ex.
It has only been 5 minutes and your pillow was already soaked wet, with all the tears and pain you were trying to let out, that's a detached intensity to your heart.
Suddenly, you hear the door ring, you begin to wipe your tears rapidly then rush towards the bathroom to wash your face.
You go downstairs expecting it to be your school friend, you open the door only to find baekho holding a box of cookies with abloom abundant scarlet flower.
You can't help it but get all rosy, which obviously appeared on your face, he couldn't hold it so he started to laugh seeing how red you got, you jump at him after the shock you just faced.
You both enter the house, you grab his hand and go upstairs, he notices your eyes, all puffy and red, he puts what he brought in on the table then he grabs both your small hands with his kind big, comfy hands.
"What's the matter~? You were crying weren't you? Please tell me what happened? I didn't mean to make you this upset!"
You both slowly sit, then you lean towards his lap laying down.
"Nothing.." you try to avoid the conversation for some unknown reason, you feel a weird wall blocking it all, maybe it's your inner self giving you advice...you start to think again, your thoughts start to explain and grow even more.
You only start to notice your breath was getting heavy and you were about to break down, a part of you blocks it all, a part colder than even the Oymyakon...
(Oymyakon:Coldest place on the world)

He starts to play with your hair and rubbing your cheek...then grabbing you by the chin telling you "it'll be okay just let it out on me, I would never judge you."
That itself made the darkness dwindle, leading you to sense the light, your tears started to drop like the rain in Mawsynram.
(Mawsynram:Most rainfall place).

He kept reminding you he's there, comforting you as much as he could, explaining that he wasn't lying nor making any excuses and that he wasn't like any of your ex's.
A majority part of you had hope but a little part did not, you just loved him too much already, his humor, intelligence, tones, his voice and his energy.

He didn't leave you and stayed by your side, the entire night, it expanded the part of you that truly believed he loved you, plus you were one of his biggest fans after all.
You ended up sleeping together with him wrapping his arms around you, showering you with all his love and kisses.