Alluring. - TOBECKY LOL

joyful? me? rewritten

(A/N, hi, this is fast pace but oh man, i need this rn, anyways!! enjoy!)

(a/n, rewritten.)

After that.. weird interaction, we walked over to the nearby park to find some interesting items to take photos of.

"How about this?" Tobey pointed to a light purple flower glistening in the sunlight.

"ah, that's perfect! Thank you Tobey!" I complimented him slightly.

at that moment, I could swear that his cheeks flushed slightly from my praise, but quickly returned to their natural shade. 

whats going on with him today?

what does this mean?

after we snapped a photo, we carried on our route, walking around the park, taking pictures of stuff we found along the way. 

i felt his hand brush against mine,

  does he want to hold my hand?

should we do this?

i opened my hand, just in case he actually wanted to hold it. i feel his hand slip into mine, his hand is oddly warm, I expected it to be colder.

 we don't bother making eye contact during the rest of our walk due to the fact we just did that.

at the end of our stroll, we ended up with a photo haul of many flowers, leaves and random plants.  I saw Tobey lift his free hand and check his watch.

"schools over, wanna stay here or leave?" he said as his hand slipped out of my clasp. 

i clutched back his hand, looking down, I nod.

why does this feel nice?

We continue walking on the same path but spontaneously taking a different turn on the side of the path, leading into a more tree-filled area.

"Hey Tobey? where are we going?" I asked, confused 

"You'll see," he spoke with a dull tone.

i shivered at his sudden coolness. 

did I do something wrong?

as we continued our stroll, the trees grew thicker and thicker. Until near the top, a sliver of sunlight peeked through the trees, growing larger and larger each step until we reached the desired destination. 

A tree-free clearing, basking in the sunlight, overlooking the city. Tobey walked me over to a bench and sat down, signalling me to do the same.

"Woah Tobey, this is amazing." I stared at the skyline in awe. "how'd you find it?"

"ah it's a long story." he responded casually

"I have all the time in the world." 

"alright, so,"

"When I was younger, my parents wouldn't really care to see me so they left me with nannies, and a lot of the time the nannies would bring me to this park. one day, I wandered off and found this place. while I grew older, I kept going here to have my own little calm space." he spoke semi quickly but you could still hear the pain in his voice.

i engulfed him in my embrace like he had done to me before, hoping it would make him feel the way it made me feel.

he hugged back, melting into my arms.

i felt a small pang in my chest. a good feeling one.