Like Saturn and Mercury Under Eclipse

Chapter 4

It was almost halfway through the stream when the tour was over. The smp was pretty cool, especially Foolish's builds. I could probably never do anything like that. Now we were just chilling and talking.

"Chats asking questions." Dream says, earning a hum from Quackity.

"Hit me, I'll answer almost anything." I say, even though I know I'll get anxiety with over half the questions.

"What is your height?" He asked.

I thought for a moment, looking over at the small notepad on my desk. I flipped to the page that tracked my heighth throughout the years, and went to the last one.

"I am 5'2, very short." I laugh, glancing to chat.

"Oh my gosh! You're officially the shortest smp member!!" Quackity giggled, Dream handing my character another flower.

I smiled, picking it up and taking another glance at chat. They were awing and saying sweet messages, of course there were a few mean ones, but mainly sweet.

"Are you okay with describing your face? In small detail of course." Dream said, handing my character some sort of book.

The first page said 'don't flip through until after stream.' So I didn't, I put the book away and looked up to his character.

"Sure. I have light grey eyes, like a silver color I guess. My hair is dyed light purple, but it used to be blonde for a while." I explain, earning yet another flower from Dream.

"Do you have freckles or anything?" Quackity asked, tapping something on his side of the call.

"Uh, no- Chat stop calling me an acne spawn!" I laughed, earning light chuckles from the boys on the line.

"Do you have acne?" Dream asked quietly, as if worried it'd set me off.

"Yes, it's pretty bad. I don't mind it though, I never go outside so it's not a big deal. At least for now. I'll start putting more effort into clearing it up when I'm thinking of face revealing."

"Do you have a date in mind? Like, any specific month or year you wanna do it in?" Dream asks.

"Uh, nah, I don't have set dates for very many things. I just wake up some days, get tired of my anxiety over something and just do it." I explain, yawning a little.

"Is there anyone you know that has seen your face?" Dream asks, hitting my minecraft character.

"Nobody online has, only people I've met in real life. Like Tom, and my friends Kaito and Jayde."

There is a small beat of silence, and my eyes flick to chat. My anxiety skyrockets, and I can barely breathe anymore.

???: Uhm..
???: He has anxiety?
???: Bye dude, anxiety people never last long
???: Manatreed repeat...?
???: It's just Manatreed all over again
???: I liked him but he probably won't last long here :(
???: I hope the haters leave him alone

All of a sudden, I hear some voices. I remember my breathing exercise and quickly got myself through it.

"I think I'm gonna end my stream." Dream says quietly, earning an agreement from Quackity.

I clicked end stream immediately, not even bothering to say goodbye to chat. The fans aren't here for a long term addition, at least not anymore.