Whatever

Chapter 1

June 1, 2009

My dad is coming in a couple days maybe he'll look different, or exactly the same.

To: My dad

From: Jesse.

My parents separated when I was about two years old. To begin with I don't think they were ever together. My mom never talked about him and I never asked. I've seen pictures, but that's all. My mom never told me what he was like his name was anonymous. But after many years he decides to come back into my life. But why now, why next week? Why doesn't he just wait till the world just ends? We'll see each other in the afterlife if there is one, and if he's in it.

"Jess!" my mom calls.

"Yeah Mom." I said.

"Your fathers on the phone."

I rushed down the stairs, snatched the phone from my mom, ran back upstairs, sat on my bed and held the phone to my ear. Silence.

"Hello?" A raspy said, obviously confused on why I won't talk.

"Is anyone there?" The raspy voice continued

"Um...bye."

And then there was a sound of a dick.

"My father's voice, this is my father's voice" I thought.

I have a father. A step-father. But I don't call him dad, nope. My mom got married to him when I was 15 I have and older step-brother and a younger step sister. I heard my door open and looked at my mom.

"Jess, did you talk to your Father?" my mom asked

"No, not really." I replied

"Oh can I have the phone back?"

"Yeah sure."

I handed her the phone. The phone that felt heavy the for a moment. The phone that for the first time I heard my dad's voice.

June 3, 2009

A couple of reasons I had to go with my dad.

· My mom and my step-dad hate me

· I've turned into a complete mess. (reasons to be explained later.)

· I'm totally the odd one out of the entire family.

Sincerely, Jesse

"Jess I'm sick and tired of your behavior!"

"But Mom!"

"There's no buts this time and Jess and that's final." My mom says calming down

"Whatever."

"Dinner will be ready In 10 minutes so wash up." My mom says heading in the kitchen

"Okay"

Fighting is not unusual for me and my mom last week it was for being out late, today it's for smelling like booze and cigarettes, even though I'm not the one smoking or drinking. They didn't even ask if I did it or not they just assume I did it.

I went up to my room loving every second of pure silence, then there was a knock at the door.

"Hey Jess." Ryan said

"Hi" I replied

He then went to my computer desk sitting in my spinning chair.

"So is it true?" He asked me

"Is what true?"

"Did you really get high, and drink booze."

"No they just think I did."

"Parents can be like that."

"Yeah I guess." I said shrugging

Ryan got out of my chair and in my bed. This is the first time I've had a boy on my bed, let alone in my room, even if he is only my step-brother. He then looked at me. This is actually the most, and the closest we ever been. He had brown hair and steaks of yellow from his hair being dyed, and he had gray eyes. Things I never noticed.

" I know we barely talk and all... but I think we get along just fine." He says

" Yeah" I said nervously.

"Why do you allow them to step on you like that?" He asked

"Well I try to say listen , but I guess there to deaf to listen." I said

And then he turned to me and kissed me. I broke the kiss.

"Are you insane, your my brother!" I yelled at him

"Your step-brother." He said correcting me

"It doesn't matter just get out!" I scream

"Whatever." He says storming out of my room.

I never dated anyone before and I've never had a real boyfriend, maybe later, but a shocking thing to say my first kiss was with my step-brother.

------------------------------------------------------A/N This is the first chapter most of this book was written when I was about 13 so i can't really change too much but I need a good title so yeah help me with that also vote this book if you want and I if this get's 5 votes i'll post chapter 2 asap. Oh yeah sorry if its short. BTW I suck at writing so....yeah.