Jai pov :
I had just got up I was going to get Rachel today I'm so happy
I jumped in the bath and keeked about today
I jumped out got ready done my hair and jumped in the car and drove to her house
I beeped the horn and waited outside
She walked out she looked amazing
"Hello" I say as she gets in the car
"Hiya"
"How's everything " I say noticing she looks sad
"Fine "she say but I know something's wrong
" let's go to the bar then " I said
She sighed "okay "
"I need to tell you something " she added quickly
"What " I said this sounds bad I thought to myself
" STOP THE CAR" she shouted "I can't do it" she got out the car "meet me at the back of the shops in 10 minutes "
She started walking towards them I just watched her thinking about what was about to happen
And how I was going to act
She was there now she walked in to the shop is waited till she came back out and went behind the shops
I drove the car down and walked behind the shop she had a tear running down her face
I run over and wiped her tear away
A
"Am sorry Jai I love you but we're over I can't do "this she said trying not to look at me
I stand there for a minute staring straight into the ground Looking to the left slightly, then looking back down World feels like it's caved in I've got a proper sorry frown
"Please let me show you where we could only just be for us I can change and I can grow or we could adjust The wicked thing about us is we always have trust We can even have an open relationship if you must " I pleaded to her
I look at her she stares almost straight back at me But her eyes glaze over like she's looking straight through me
Then her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity When they open up she's looking down at her feet
So then I move my hand up from down by my side It's shaking my life is crashing before my eyes Turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
"'Cause I can't imagine my life without you and me There's things I can't imagine doing things I can't imagine seeing"
"It weren't supposed to be easy surely Please please I beg you please give me another chance "
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested She wraps her fingers round mine with the softness she's blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures By pushing my hand away to my chest, from hers
And I'm just standing there, I can't say a word 'Cause everything's just gone
Trying to pull her close out of bare desperation Put my arms around her trying to change what she's saying
Pull my head level with hers so she might engage in Look into her eyes to make her listen again
"I'm not gonna fucking, just fucking leave it all now Cause you said it'd be forever and that was your vow And you're gonna let our things simply crash and fall down "
"You're well out of order now, this is well out of town"
She pulls away, my arms are tightly clamped round her waist Gently pushes me back and she looks at me straight Turns around so she's now got her back to my face Takes one step forward, looks back, and then walks away
So I'm just left standing there I walk round to the car to drive back home I can't even drive am not fit for it so I just park up out the road and sleep in the back of the car hopefully I will be better in the morning
