Heart Breaks And Promise's

CHAPTER III

Its been three days since the accident with my father and the party havent seen T-boy since then. But I wasn't stressing I got other things to worry bout than some boy i just met, other than the strange thought of us kissing and having sex.

"Ms.Banks, did you hear me?" Ms.Dumbard was snapping her fingers all in my face.She lucky she a teacher or I would've been dragged her ass.

"Oh.Sorry ." I say

"Class is over , next time try and pay attention". This bitch.try and pay attention my ass, try and teach something next time

Ms.Dumbard was a cool teacher at times ,but she always had the slickest comments. I would even call her a teacher if you ask me, she don't teach anything at all, she just play a video and expect us to learn from it. She was short, brown skin and long natural curly hair. She had the body of a hourglass with big hips that drove the boys crazy. They would make slick remarks and say "Do you want me to stay after school Ms.Dumbard I could put in a Lil work for you". If you know what that mean. But I must admit Ms.Dumbard is a pretty lady.

"Uh ,I'll pay attention more." I say gathering my belongings.

"You must have a lot on your mind, if you need someone to talk to I'm here".

"Thank you". I said as I walked out of class.

*****

"Wassup Ma. " I turned around and it was Antonio my ex. Ugh

"What do you want Tonio?" I asked already annoyed.

"Aye man fix that attitude, I was going to say I seen you at the party Friday you was doing ya thang." He said looking me up and down with that smirk of his.

"Whatever, and I guess."

Antonio is my ex he is cute but he's a playa. We were together for almost a year when I found out he was fucking the hood #1 hoe. I still have feelings for him but its not the same as when we together, and we are not getting back together anytime soon.

"Man jay why you gotta act like that towards me like I ain't shit, I still love you, let's put all the bullshit we went through behind,fuck that hoe it wasn't nothing special between us gshit ".

"Because you ain't shit,don't act like none of that shit ain't happen, You don't know hard it is for me to forget, I will forgive you, but I will never forget what you did ".

"I'm sorry I was fucked up,I understand how you feel, I miss you baby, do you still love me ?".

"Yes I still love you , But there is no us ,there will never be an us again Never ! ".
I know his feelings was hurt but I didn't give no fucks. Fuck his feelings he didnt give a fuck about mines when he laid up with that hoe.I walked away leaving him standing there looking stupid.

Asshole.

*****
As soon as I got home my father wasn't home he hasn't been home lately, shit I didn't care better for me .

As I got upstairs I went to take a shower and start on my homework ,but I started day dreaming.

*Day Dream*

"Shit Ma you good." He said laughing "but not that good". He came walking over to my side.

"I must be good if I was beating you".

"Nah, you see the way my wrist set up I couldn't hit the hockey puck the way I want."

"Yea okay sure."

I laughed and faced him our lips were close together. I couldn't take it anymore I leaned in and pressed my lips against his .he grabbed a handful of my ass and picked me up and put me on the hockey table. He started kissing all over my neck laying me back.