Bottom Jin And Namjoon oneshots

Angst pt 28

Ship: Yoonjin and Namgi

Genre: Angst

Warning: smoking, drugs, death and suecide, un edited. 

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Yoongi looked at the younger, his eyes filled with tears as he saw the younger boy in the man's arms.

He sniffed and looked at them, seeing them happily hug each other.

The boy's eyes went to Yoongi, making his eyes widen.

"Yoongi, I can explain!", yelled the male, running up to Yoongi.

Yoongi didn't listen and walked away, ignoring the boy.

"Yoongi, I am so sorry, I didn't mean to and-", the boy was cut off when a loud crash echoed around the city, he watched as the man's body fell on the cold concrete, falling lifeless. "Yoongi!"; yelled the male and ran up to him.

Yoongi only laid on the concrete, his eyes on the night sky.

He heard the younger yell his name before his eyes went dark.

Yoongi opened his eyes and groaned, he sat up and wiped his eyes.

Another life I see, thought Yoongi.

He got up and walked to the kitchen.

He looked around the apartment.

Yoongi was in another life again, he has spent the past decades living all over again. Yoongi didn't like it at first but got used to it.

Yoongi remembers his past lives and always meets the same person called Kim Seokjin. What you guys just witnessed was Yoongi's past life. He was working at a restaurant and lived with Jin. Eventually Yoongi found out he was cheating and that made him die.

Now in Yoongi's present love he was working as a producer and totally gave up on love. He never spent time outside and would always be alone, he didn't even have any friends. Yoongi produced under another name so he didn't have to be in the publics' eye. He hated attention.

After breakfast Yoongi put on a hoodie and went to the supermarket. He had to buy food and go for a walk.

When he was done with his groceries he was surprised to see Jin by the counter. But he knew Jin wouldn't remember him.

He only ignored the younger and paid for his food.

Years went by and Yoongi started to think about love, he really wanted to find it but knew he would always be hurting.

One day Yoongi decided to go to the club for a gig, he wore a mask to protect his face.

While rapping his eyes was caught on a male, he was tall, had a muscular and curvy body. He wore a crop top with silver pants.

He saw as the boy smiled at him, making his heart flutter.

After the concert Yoongi was about to walk up to the boy when a male grabbed him and whispered something in his ear, making Yoongi realise that the boy was with someone.

For the past months he would see the boy everywhere he goes but he would simply ignore him.

Yoongi was smoking outside the bar after a gig when someone walked up to him, the person took his cigarette and smiled.

"You did good up there.", said the male. Yoongi looked at him, somehow feeling calm. He only hummed. "I heard you make your own songs, why are your lyrics so sad?", asked the male. Yoongi chuckled.

"Because I am sad and I want people to hear it.", said Yoongi. The male looked at him.

"It's good,"said the male, taking a poof from the cigarette. Yoongi looked at the male.

"Thanks.", said Yoongi.

"Namjoon!"; yelled a voice, making the boy look away.

"I got to go."; said Namjoon before leaving Yoongi. For the first time he actually felt happy, it was just some simple talk but he liked it.

Years went by and Yoongi never met the male again, he was probably somewhere else doing good things.

One day Yoongi came home to find a letter from Namjoon, he apparently moved away and wished to have contact with Yoongi. Yoongi was happy and wrote to Namjoon everyday, Namjoon would answer happily.

Yoongi was now in his fourthies and gave up writing to Namjoon, he knew Namjoon had a happy life and had no time for him.

Yoongi was lying on his couch, looking at the ceiling. He looked at the pills in his hands. His eyes went to the piece of paper.

He wrote one last letter to Namjoon, confessing his love for him.

When Yoongi sent it he was lying on the couch, his eyes on the pills again.

He looked at the pills and shook his head. He wanted an answer from Namjoon. But days went by without an answer and Yoongi gave up, he simply came up with that Namjoon didn't give a shit about him.

So there Yoongi laid the crushed up drugs in his hands, looking at the ceiling. He felt his body was slowly going limp, he felt as his heart slowly started to beat.

He closed his eyes, waiting for death to finally come.

This was his last life and he was happy, he was happy that he was finally dying.

Suddenly the door opened, a loud gasp echoing around the apartment, the small letter falling out of his hand.

"Yoongi?"