- Harry -
i dont know why i kissed that girl that was dumb on my part but i couldnt help it she hurt me bad , this wasnt supposed to go with the plan this is fucking up everything i wasnt supposed to feel bad i wasnt supposed to catch feelings . but whats even worse . i had real fucking feelings. and the fact i couldn't find her just makes everything worse.
kyle have you seen aimee?"why should that matter I'm right here you have me , what do possibly want to do with her when you have a wide range of very well, some what attractive girls and I'm here as well you know that , you know damn well if you actually get with her you'll ruin the plan."well I don't know if we should keep going on with this , i some what feel like a dick for doing this, you know i still have a heart in my chest i actually have feelings and I'm pretty sure this bitch doesn't understand that i don't even know how she even made it into college it blows my fucking mind really.
" well who said i was gonna actually get with her I'm only asking where she is because i don't want her to do something stupid."I decide to go out side and i just see from a distance police and medical vehicles and i just start running towards it .
" what happened here?"
" a girl was walking by herself on the road and wasn't paying attention to the road and a drunk driver came and hit her. a drunk driver hit her , a drunk driver hit her . that line just over plays in my head.
" AIMEE, PLEASE LET ME SEE HER .'
" sorry sir only family are allowed to see her ." and at that point i was gonna say something i wasn't planning on saying and was probably gonna regret in the long run. "I'm here boyfriend ."
" harry ." I turn around to see aimee standing right there , i want to say i was shitting my pants but that would be a complete understatement. " aimee what flying fuck weren't you just in a car accident ."
" and didn't you just lie to ambulance driver and just tell her that i was your girlfriend so theres a lot of bullshit flying around isn't there ."
" what , if you weren't in the car accident what happened ?"
" well after realizing i was in the middle of no where i decided to turn back around and i saw this car going down the road really fast and i already saw this other girl walking on the road and decided since i didn't have my phone i was gonna back to call the police cause i had a feeling something was going to happen but its too late , i blacked out cause i just went running back to that other girl to see if she was okay but thank god somebody else called for help ."
" well I'm just glad your okay and I'm sorry for tonight ."
" well I'm sorry too but we were both out of line , and to get back to what we were talking about why the hell would you say your my boyfriend ?"
" i don't know maybe that who i want to be, your boyfriend?" she didn't say anything just looked down sadly. " aimee speak ,say something."
" thats the thing i don't know what to say harry having you in my life is really difficult and stressful its like an emotional roller coaster. i've literally been here for a month and a half and you've been driving me up a wall and all of sudden you just want to throw this bull shit at me ?"
" i want this - i want us to be a thing i just want whatever we are to be a thing i want you to be mine and only mine. "
"sorry harry i can't be yours , i just - i can't do it ." i know that rejection happens and tears fall and this pain is a part of life but it hurts like a bitch.
" i may be an ordinary guy without a soul or at least that's what you think but I want to have a shot even though we barely know you I want to make the effort to actually get to know you and you have to offer."
" im sorry harry im not be like every girl from every fucking sappy movie or some book and don't expect me to ear that bullshit from hand , so if I were you I would just back away and just leave ." And from then on we never spoke again. THE END.
Just kidding I would never do that to you guys , I'm gonna start updating for real and hopefully soon.
