I always thought that something was wrong with me. Because ever since a young age I've never been boy crazy unlike all my fiends. I have never had an interest to date. It always just confused me how such people would want to be intimate with each other. I always found that gross. In high school no one ever wanted to date me because I never had that desire to have sex with someone. I always turned down who ever asked me out. But, I'm not surprised people want to ask me out after all I had long black silky hair, emarld green eyes, and a face to die for. People loved how beautiful I was and I hated it. So I'd do my makeup to make me ugly on purpose so people would ask me out less. But the thing is it was only ever guys that asked me out. In a way I've always thought that Sarah was the prettiest girl I knew. She had short ginger hair, she had freckles, and beautiful brown eyes. She was a wonder but my mom had always told me if you were born a girl you're a girl if you were born a boy you're a boy. If you're a girl you date a guy if you're a guy you date a girl. But I thought more of her being just pretty I wanted to actually date her I wanted to be with her. She made me happy. She made me have butterflies.
