Hani's POV
It's 5:00am in the morning and I'm already awake, I mean who can sleep properly after having a romantic kiss with someone you love?
I skipped like a child towards the bathroom and hummed while taking a shower.
I have never been this genuinely happy my whole life. Even though my bathroom is 2x smaller than my usual bathroom, and despite my piled up problems, I feel so energized and so ready to face more problems.
Oh Jinnie, what did you do to me?
I smiled at myself in front of the mirror while fixing myself and getting ready for school. I decided to apply some light make up today, and tie my hair up. I don't usually tie my hair up, but at some point I feel like wanting to have a change of look today.
I looked pretty, and I glow differently today. I exited my apartment and walked to the bus stop, I needed to leave early since my new apartment is almost 30minute drive to the university.
It's 7:30am and I arrived at the university. I'm 30 minutes early, so I decided to go to the library first before heading to the classroom, I need to borrow books in preparation for the midterm exams on Friday.
Upon walking towards the library, my eyes landed on someone familiar in the locker room. It's Seokjin, with.... a girl...
They were talking seriously. My heart sank when the girl suddenly touched Seokjin's face and leaned in to give him a peck. Jin just stood there looking at her intently, without saying anything.
The girl left, and upon seeing her, I felt so small. She was a goddess. That girl is extremely beautiful, fair skin, long hair, nice body and tantalizing eyes.
I walked away and went straight to the library, fighting the urge to cry. I shook my head to get it off my mind. But, I can't. This is the first time I felt insecure, I feel so ugly and unwanted.
"Hey, you looked troubled"
Someone patted my back and sat beside me.
"Oh, Goodmorning Jiminssi" I greeted weakly.
"Why are you so down this early morning? I expected you to be 10x more energetic after that kiss with Jin hyung last night" He teased.
I slapped his arms lightly earning a hearty chuckle from him.
"Well, I was this morning. But, after seeing him with a very beautiful girl earlier, I felt so low" I answered almost a whisper.
Jimin suddenly went silent. I looked at him and I saw a hint of pain on his face.
"You okay there Jiminssi?" I asked.
He smiled.
"Irene" he whispered.
"Huh?"
"It was Irene. Seokjin's first love, Hani. I'm sorry for saying this to you, but hyung always loved her. We all thought he already moved on from her after you kept on pursuing him. But, I guess not. I'm sorry, Hani but I think it's best that you know it"
Jimin's words broke my heart. So, why did he kissed me last night? Did that meant nothing for him at all? Was she imagining Irene when he kissed me? My heart hurts so bad.
"It's okay, Jiminssi. It's not anyone's fault. Atleast I got to kiss him, right? I should be thankful" I tried to joke but failed to when my voice cracked.
I tried to keep my sobs in and held my chest.
"Wanna skip school today and hang out?" Jimin offered.
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ALWAYS YOU *Seokjin Fanfic*
Fanfiction"Let me love you, you don't have to reciprocate it"
