Your eyes they tell | KTH

9

Walking back and forth in my room balcony. I screamed in frustration.
I looked at the sky, so peaceful yet so dark. I looked at the table outside my balcony, I took the vase and shattered it out of frustration.

"Kim fucking Taehyung" i said in anger.

"Whoa whoa, gurl calm down" Lisa went to me and I sighed.

"I'm fine, just angry" I smiled at her

"okay, calm down alright?" she said and I nodded before she left my room.

I took a sip of wine and ruffled my hair to the back. Clicking my tounge I rolled my eyes in annoyance.

Why did he tell me to leave?

I wanted to talk

But he told me to leave.

He's a jerk.

I scoff.

This is not fair. Why is he like that?
Is he some sort of bipolar shit.

But..

I shouldn't fall Inlove with him.

No, Isabelle. Stop your feelings.

Stop it.

I fell on my knees and cried. Thinking of what will happen if I don't stop my feelings.

"Taehyung why are you like this?" I spoke in a shaky breath.

"you're so stupid" I sobbed.

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Staring at my phone, annoyance, guilt, sadness runs through my mind.
A picture. A picture of me and Isabelle at the beach. Why did I tell her to leave?

Wrong move, Taehyung.

wrong move.

I recalled how her face dropped to 0% no emotion as I told her to leave. Her eyes were glistening, like she wanted to hold her tears by keeping a straight and cold face.

I have just gone from a break up not long ago. And if they have seen me with Isabelle right away, it would become a big issue.

I can't fall for her.

But.

When I held her hand that night.. I felt comfort. I felt like I was in my safe place. I felt safe. Her hands were soft and tiny.

I'm being a jerk. Am I?

Maybe I might have feelings for her. Just a bit.

"sir, ma'am Isabelle had sent you this"
The guard gave me a brown box. I went to my room and opened the box. A picture frame?

A picture frame of me and Isabelle on the beach. I looked more inside the box. There was polaroids.

I head to my desk and clipped the polaroid on a part of my desk.

Cute.

I took the rest of the polaroids, choosing the best one.

Aha. A photo of me and Isabelle on the beach, our backs facing the cam while looking at the sunset.

I took the case off from my phone and placed the polaroid at the back and put the case back again.