I wanna die,
and say one finally goodbye,
People say Suicide is the cowards way out,
But you dont listen even when I shout!
Im tired of being me!
its a horrible thing to be!
I dream of better days,
When there other ways,
but when I wake up,
I just wanna drink some posion from a cup,
Ive thought of hanging,
but there would be too much struggling,
My favorite option is cutting myself into two,
so deep they cant even put me back together with glue,
But I dont wanna be that suicidal girl,
But this is an unfair world,
However may my end come,
I hope people miss me at least some,
I doubt they will,
They all know I pop pills,
No one tries to stop me,
Oh now I see,
They want me to die,
they want to see my veins go dry,
but I just wanna say,
is all that matters is that Im alive today.
